i'm sad.=(

went ktv wif pf the other day.
we sang 2 songs for susanna n recorded down.
omg.
its hilarious la.
when i saw it.
i burst out laughin like hell.
pf showed susanna.
n she told me it was sweet.
but painful to watch.
LOL!
=)

i hate believing.disappointed.
believing.disappointed.
believing.disappointed again.
zzz.
fark it.
=|






iwishmyworldrevolvesroundyouandonlyyou.
andisuddenlymissedthetimeswhenwewerealwaystogether.
noentertaining.
nounhappiness.
givemeatimemachinetogoback!

i farking hate to entertain people!
damnit.
GOAWAY.

i'm farkin irritated.
with everyone.
zzz.




imissyousomuchyoumademecrywheni'malone.

YAY! i got my holga.=)
but its super hard to operate.
even advancing of flim must be done manually.
HAIS.
i've started takin photos.
HOPE IT COMES OUT RITE.=|

went vivo wif nings today.
watched the mummyy.
its nice.
=)
quite funny at certain parts.
dunyajuxlovebrendanfraser.=)
went shoppin wif nings.
bought a shirt.
she bought a skirt.
LOL!
bought choco n jellybeans for baobao, kenneth n shawn for tml.=)
nings gave me a cookiemonster pouch.
necklace.
n a super nice handmake card wif our photos on it.
took photo of the presents wif my holga.=)
wil post when i wash the flims.
=)
SHE'S STILL MY BELOVED NINGS!
oh.we made a pact tat i wil go her sch to study together on psychology b4 i go for lessons some days.=)


susanna's personal nick:hello fuzzy,u no artzy.you porkyy.


i'm feelin a little sad.
alittle.
hmm.=(
but i'm sure i'll be feelin happy again tml.=|

ooooo.its national day..=)
went to see fireworks wif huishan,xianshi,mandy n yunqi durin work.
WHOOOPSS!LOL!
its DOUBLE PAY! <3


did lots of thinkin on singapore's bdae.
WOOT!
LOL!
BIG BIG BUBBLE:
though i'm losing some which arent exactly worth my concern,i'm actually gainin some tat make me want to even treasure dem more at the same time.=)
i'm contented.=))
ANW.iadmit:
i dun bloody hell care abt ppl who hate me.
LOL!
bcos i have ppl who loves me even more den u ppl hate me.
MUCH MORE.
SO.
you can continue hating.
bcos the more you guys hate me, the happier i feel.
haha!
oh i'm psychotic.=|

FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE READIN TIS AND DO HATE ME:
PS. I DO PURPOSELY MAKE YOU GUYS HATE ME EVEN MORE. =P
PPS. ALWAYS!
PPPS. COS I JUX LIKE TO SEE HOW MUCH YOU GUYS HATE ME.
WAHAHAHAHA.=)

and last of all: you guys suck.tats why i hate you too!=)

hais.
i'm irritated with you.
so damn idiotic guy.
i realli dunno wat u wan now.
so tired.

omg.
super long nv blog.=(
this is so gonna be a super duper long post.
startin from last wed 30th.
LOL.
went wif jayme to see kenneth's singing competition.
omg he's singing realli super nice i can faints.
LOL!
n definately as expected he got in.
LOL!
into quarter-finals.
so =to 12thaug @ d same place.=)
so after the singin competition we went to sing k.
me.jayme.kenneth.shawn.n erm 1 of kenneth's fren which i dun remember the name.WHHOPPPSSS.so bad huh.=( but i seriously cant remember.=((
took the supper buffet package.
ANW me n jayme were like super super super super hungry.
LOL.
bcos i onli ate like 2duckwings n 3 fishball in the afternoon n she ate caifan.
so =to super duper hungry.
den we keep waitin for 2am.
den choing to take food.
LOL!
kiasu la!
we took super alot.
eat til like super full.
so we sing until 5+ den reach home.
n i didnt went work the nxt day.
=(
lazy me.
so after i woke up.
i met dex in the evening to go suntec meet the rest for dinner.
yeap.
n we were super gong la.
tok until we pass doubyghout.
went to clarkequay.
find bus stop to take bus to suntec but dun have!
so we took cab down.
HAHA.super lame.
n he so accidentally say dey celebrating my bdae.
so funny sia him.
stil ask me act surprised.
LOL.
okay.
so in the end got me dex,xiuwen,zm,sharon,jian an,weijia and edison.
den dey celebrated my bdae at hongkong cafe.
=)
with a cake.
but they forgot to make me with the cake.
super heng.
n dey bought me a super cute small cookie monster muppet.
those tat u can put ur hand inside n make it move its mouth kind.
super super cute la.
iloveit.thankslotspeeps!=)
so after tat me jianan n jiajun went dex hse to play mahjong.
zm pangseh!
ohya.
played until morning.
n i won again.=|

when i went home i found out something super bad happened.
=((((((((((((((
i'm sad.
didnt wanna celebrate my bdae at all.
hais.
didnt wanted to leave my home on tat day.
jux feel like stayin alone in my room.=(

though i didnt wanted to celebrate my bdae.
bear,franz n james stil appear at my hse with a hand-baked cake.
though the look not very nice huh.but they have quality okay!
LOL!
so we were laughin abt it.
dn we ate half of the cake n went up to my hse.
tok kok at my room the whole night.
until like 2 or 3am den dey left.
thanks guys for ur hand-baked cake specially for me.
n the video n the destiny and fate of box.=))

sat meet jayme n kenneth in the afternoon.
went to changi airport to eat popeye chicken to eat lunch.
super full can the food.
aiyoo.
anw kenneth left for his singin class den me n baobao went to expo travel fair.
oh the fair is a total waste of $ n time.
go in stil must Q Q Q.
haiyo.
went to the funeral st8.
so the whole of sat n sun was spent at the funeral.
and the last day was on 4th.
yet i wasnt allowed to go jux bcos its my bdae.
=(((
n i woke up 9am in the morning to prepare.
n yet i cant go.
hais.
felt so fuk up.
sadd.=((((
i didnt even get to see him the last time.
hais.
so i stayed at home the whole day.
until baobao called ard 10+.
chatted for like 1hr+.
den she ask me to go downstairs.
n i tot she was downstairs.
so i brought the cookie monster tat the hubbers bought for me down.
N DEN I SAW KENNETH N SHAWN.
omg.
i had the shock of my life.
n baobao wasnt dere.
2pid baobao bluff me.
was like super paiseh cos i even brought my cookie monster down.
n dere's like 2 guys dere.
omggg.
u cant imagine it. =|
but i've had the most wonderful surprise this bdae from my 2 new frens.
=))))))
n dey sang bdae song for me n cut the cake jux b4 12am.
LOL!
mayb 11.50pm?
hmmm.
n the 3 of us were at my void deck tokin til 2+.
yeap.
n i felt happy tat night.
LOL!
realli thanks ALOT to kenneth and shawn.
AND BAOBAO!
who told me she send her 2 bodyguards down.
LOL!

ohya.
getting my holga+flims on 10th.
omg!
i'm so excited.
SUPER CAN.
oh n i farkin realli spoilt my cam.
=(
have to buy a new 1 on comex.
this means 1 day not workin at comex.
omgggg.
ANW.
orderin my polaroid camera now.
haha!
had a bad news from susanna.=(
cheerup okay gal!
iloveyou.=))
hope having my holga n polaroid to play with wil cheer u up.=)

spendin so much $$.
omg!
hafta pay sch fees.
like $4280.=(
bought the holga + accesories like 100bucks
stil owe the holga person $61.80 for flim.
n i bought the polaroid flims for 250bucks.
den i'm stil gg to buy mayb 1 or 2 poarloid cameras which i think wil cost ard 200bucks?
paid for taipei airtix 500bucks.
stil hafta pay for the hotel another 200++ bucks.
stil need $ go dere shoppin.
stil hafta buy digital camera during comex.
n i wanted a macbook still.
oh.n i wanted to coach pouch which cost 269bucks.
n den i wanted to buy the onisuka shoe which cost ard 120bucks.
n den i saw an espirit bag which is super super nice ard 100over bucks.
OMGGGG.
n i'm not workin at all nowadays.
=|
at the rate i'm spendin.
i gonna spend away my savings soon.
=(((