I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long TRAPPED IN THE PAST, I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO MOVE ON I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me throught the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love AND IF I OPEN MY HEART AGAIN I GUESS I'M HOPING YOU'LL BE HERE FOR ME IN THE END
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 8:46 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
feel like sailing NOW.sailing in the middle of the sea.listening to the wind's howling.waves' splashing.feeling peaceful at heart.free from the every single person in this world.free from any troubles at mind.being absolutely myself.maneuvering the boat in order to move at the fastest speed.pointing high.pinching at every single opportunity.yanking the mainsheet taut,block-to-block.looking forward towards destination.glancing at the sail's perfect curve.watching the waves crash onto the boat as it cuts the waves.enjoying the thrill of hiking out fully.feeling the pain in the muscles,up til a point where its totally numbed by the pain.savoring the adrenaline of a sudden capsize.never giving up.not wasting a single second,uprighting the boat with all might,climbing into the boat.tightening the mainsheet taut once again,heading off straight to destination.
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 6:15 PM
oh.love rabbits.esp those tat look kinda stupid.giving you their 'gong' looks.haha.
oh.tis rabbit looks real wierd.like kinda porcupine cum spikey hair rabbit.
and tis real cute with the puffy hair.dun think you can even find its eyes.
and last of all.tis is my darlin rabbit.when she's young.she kinda wierd.sticks her tongue out sometimes as if she's a dog?sleep as if she's dead.scary.with her orr bahh kakk eyes.looks cute.oh and she's fluffy.and her hair drops like nobody's business.and she jumps ard n knock herself.which i dun understand why.kinda stupid.haha.just the type i love.=)
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 5:14 PM
teddy bear's wedding.so sweet.
omg.miniature tin boats & wooden sailors.its cute though.
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 4:47 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
went to meet susanna n peifang yesterday at bugis in the nite.peifang was wearin formal wear.haha.n i wore kinda like a formal wear to meet dem too.haha.susanna claims tat i'm mad.haha.its quite funny though.=) today's boring.hais.haha.everyday's boring.argh.i dun wanna go sailing anymore.not that i dun like sailing.but its tiring to go back everytime.like 1000 of my brain cells die each time i go back.like the more i go back, the more i hate it.or maybe its jux becos of you tat i dun wanna go.cos everytime i see you, i feel even more disappointed.even more depressed.i'm like draggin n forcin myself to go back.partly cos of nings.haha.like i dun go back she'll die?partly cos i realli love sailing.as in SAILING.but its not like i go back i get to sail.argh.dunno.or maybe its jux becos of YOU.tat i'm findin reasons for myself to go back.i dunno.jux tat everything sucks now.n its totally different from last year's sailin.i miss my sailin mates.or mayb i jux miss the good times i had last year.such tat i'm go back searchin for my lost good times.but its not as if everything remains the same.its all so different now.n i cant find my way back.
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 7:38 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
m so lost in my own world.LOST. icantfindmywayback.iwannagoback.ireallydo. how i wish i could turn time back. why is everything changing. time is realli moving too fast. too fast til the point that people dont even realise everything's over. sometimes i wonder why are we grabbing onto the past. when its obviously OVER.isnt it? it onli remains as memories. and to remember it forever, is just as hard as to forget it now.
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 11:12 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
went sailin.argh.sad.hais.so tired.headed off to meet zhiyuan, syl, jemima, nadia, jessie, xq n nan after sailin.haha.miss dem lots.zhiyuan's botak.haha.funny.he's goin to army like later in the morning.haha.anws had fun wif dem.took lots of nice photos.=)) wil miss jemima toos.she's goin overseas to study.sad.=(
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 3:53 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
painted my room.like one side of the wall?haha.slow seh.mom keep complainin abt the blue.too dark n stuff.argh.den dun wan help me.hmpfffff. finish watchin the jap drama 1 litre of tears.sad show.argh.felt so depressed after watchin it.=((
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 2:16 PM
Sunday, April 8, 2007
haha.jux finished watchin little mermaid 2.=)) went sailors' bbq outin yesterday.haha.quite funs la.adriene, sally n shaun kena pushed into d water.n jemima kinda wet herself while throwin water at sally from like cups?haha.n they started playin some cup game thingy.until like d security come n scold.n like in the end the security kind of chase us back cos its late.haha.for some kinda reasons, m happiiiii happiiii!!!=)) luvss. went sailin today.haha.nice wind.nice tide.AND the sailors sailed damn well today.CHEERS! TIRED.bath like so many times today.haha.after sailing bath le.go home HEAVY RAIN.haha.den bath again.LOL.but it was fun.walkin in the rain.=)) ppl tot i mad sia.haha.anw was tokin on bus wif adel n emily abt lizards n cockroaches.n our wierd experiences.wahahha.funny sia.bought paint for my room.yay!can start my painting like tml?but hafta go church.hehe.its easter sunday.=))
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 12:00 PM
Friday, April 6, 2007
went to watch freedom writes wif nings, zhiwei n zhiyuan ytd.nice movie.=)) made 3 puzzles like in 24 hrs.haha.boring. flu like fuk.help.
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 11:40 AM
Sunday, April 1, 2007
youwunevencare.
i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 3:19 PM
leave a tag
because i tell you to
when she's asleep
she walk the streets alone
i wan a timemachine bcos i missed you so much i wished i could turn back time.
i wish my world was full of jellybeans.=)
i love jellybeans.
but i'm choosy.
i take out the not so nice jellybeans n throw dem away.
esp the white coconut ones.
and the new-found cinnamon jellybeans which is the all time hated-most ones.
HAHA!
dey make me wanna puke.
i love the red and grape kind.
n those tat taste sweet n not so wierd taste kind.
tats me.=)
i love cookie monster more than elmo.
elmo always end up at the other side of the bed or on the floor.=(
becos cookie monster is nice to hug.
he's short and fat.
and he has short arms.
i always tok to my rabbit,hamsters and cookie monster.=)
i think tats wat gals like to do.
if u think i'm wierd den fark off from tis blog.
i love the rain.
small rain, heavy rain.
i wished i could play soccer in the rain.
with mud mud mud mud mud.
=)
i love sunflowers!
they're so beautiful, they'd always bring smile to my face.
i wish i have lots n lots of sunflowers everyday!
=)
i dont need people who dont appreciate the things i like as well as me for being who i am to be my frens.
LOL!=)
is a CONTROLLER of her own life.
dont accept apologies.
have her own beliefs.
dun give a damn abt wat others think.
enjoys being ALONE.
dun believe in LOVE.
mom.
dad.
EDWARD CULLEN. <333
besties - peifang & susanna
porks - franz, isabella, james
ABBEY LIU ZHIXUAN. <3
newly added member: JON PORK! <3333333333333 u've more loves than edward =)
Y HATES
LIERS.
BEING CHEATED.
EMPTY PROMISES.
PEOPLE WHO DONT BELIEVE IN HER.
PEOPLE WHO DONT TRUST HER.
LAND ACTIVITIES.
Y HER DESIRES
Him ! :]
round the world in 80 days.
lots of overseas chops in my new passport til its expiry date. whole cupboard of new clothes. polaroid camera. holga camera.
my driving license.
LEXUS. COACH WRISLET. ITOUCH.
vintage camera bag for my holga. flash for my polaroid. peach moisturizer from skin food. that james patterson book that i cant find anymore.=( twilight series books.
boxes from ikea. AN AIRTICKET TO USA NOW. --> this doesnt applies anymore.
suntanning. High shine leggings. underworld evolution all 3 books series.
MACBOOK!
more james patterson book to come.
COACH BAG.
that red adidas jacket.
that adidas watch.
twilight and new moon poster and table calendar. <3333
CRUMPLER FROM PORKS! (i'm waiting..)
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