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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
so busy last whole week.keep goin out.so broke.went prawning last wed wif huishan,charlene,xiuping,wilson,joses.yay!i caught 3 prawn.=) bbq alot of prawns cos the uncle gave us the prawn he caught.n ate lots n lots of prawn.omg.realli hate prawn now.feel like pukin when i see prawn.pooo!went to meet yinlei,yiming,qiyun n yonglin after their roadshow.played pool.didnt felt like gg home so early so went to wilson's house wif charlene,xiuping n yonglin after tat.watched lots of movies.some realli 2pid ghost movie lar.but the last show was quite nice.though i dunno the name of the movie.abt people wif powers.lols.
watched blades of glory wif wilson n huishan on thurs.damn funny movie.worth watchin.=) went ikea in the nite to buy my new furnitures.happy.=)
meet bear n james on fri to celebrate james's belated bdae.HAPPY BDAE SAI.hope u like the wooden frame i made the whole nite.n of cos the singlet n boa CD.weluvyou.we went to play minds cafe cos sai dun wanna go kbox n the movie tickets of pirates of carribbean sold out so fast.faints.but we had fun playin board games lar.=) went to meet the drinkers @ s11 for a while dn went home.
didnt expect to tok to you.but i seriously felt alot better after tokin to u.like all my troubles seem to disappear.i realised how much i missed you.=(
toyou:ifyouonliknewitnow,urwordsdoeshavehealingpower.
worked at ihub on sat.so many people.argh.faints.didnt eat whole day.huishan came to find me n wilson for dinner after her work at nivea.missherlots.=) ate alot.bought chocolates.happy.
jux now went to watch pirates of carribbean at ps wif wilson,huishan,liwei,laura,weijia n terence.boring seh.wanted to slp inside.3 hours movie.haha.its nice though but i jux cant stand watchin a 3 hr movie.short attention span.went to eat cafe cartel after the movie wif weijia,terence,wilson,huishan.charlene came to join us eat too.=) luvher.after eating we went to find travis they all see dem eat.haha.madness.but its jux so fun being wif dem.=)
ithinkihaveaproblem.ijuxcanttrustanyone.itsnotyourfault.i'msorry.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 4:30 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007
went party world wif starhub ppl.booked 3 rooms.had lots of fun wif travis,fengsheng,edison n gf,yonglin,yongjia,huishan n blazin guy in the same room.haha.=)) dance n sing like MAD.anw its always mad wif travis ard.=) haha.after they all went home.joined tzehaw,charlene,wilson,laura,liwei in another room tat was opened later.so had another hour to sing.=) we were also MAD.jumpin ard on the sofa.singing shouting.iluvhavingfunwifdem.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 6:48 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007
went to minds cafe on wed wif wilson, xiuping n charlene.had fun playing the games.especially the planting beans game.=)
me n wilson went to meet huishan n yonglin to watch 28 weeks later while xiuping n charlene went to church.but they came back to meet us for dinner.luvss.=)
oh.the movie was quite scary.but the endin kinda lame.went to eat at meridian.though i was like very full.but the others were hungry la.so we jux share food n eat.ate stingray wif half chilli n half not chilli.AGAIN.haha.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 4:11 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007
idunevenunderstandwhyyouevenbotheredtosayhi.
whenyou'renotgoingtoreplymymsges.
idunnowhy.
i'malwaysunderyoucontrol.
nomatterhowharditrynottobe.
hais.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 3:26 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007
everyone has their own story tat no one else can ever understand.no matter how others say they can understand, or they can put themselves in your shoes, they will never be you.n they can never feel the pain tat u're feelin.so dun ever tel me tat u can understand me.bcos i think its crap n i dun believe anyone can realli understand someone.jux tel me u'll be dere.=)
imissyou
i'm wonderin how long wil i see ur nick on msn without clickin on it.n jux lookin.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 4:16 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007
boredd.waitin for the movie stay alive to load.haha.tml workin @ ihub.miss huishan.miss charlene.=))
oh.tat day went out wif nings on her bdae.eat sakae.took photos.luvvss herr.took neoprints.2 times.cos the 1st time we were busy takin photos of us kissin? inside the machine.den we didnt go out to choose the photos.dn the photos chosen by the machine was UGLY.so we took another.watch a damn 2pid movie.it sucks.called retribution.iduneven understand a damn thing tat its showing.AND the MOST stupid and NO BRAIN stuff i did was to put my neoprints in my library book.n i return the book.FUK.was totally BLUR.nings help me go back take n they say the book is being sent back to orchard.n they wil call me if they found the neoprints.fuk sia.cant stand it.i was totally a blur kok tat day.n now my neoprints r gone.ARGH.
avoided him when i saw him.den in the end regret.WTF.idununderstandwatthehelli'mthinkin.
igotYOURanssoooclearly.
goaway.
leavemealone.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 3:45 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007
its NING's bdae today.happy 18th bday nings.ILOVEYOU.hope u love ur present.haha.meetin nings later @ 12.30 to treat her hagen daz FONDUE.omg.luvsluvs.imissher.ehh dunno can wake up anot.hahas.
went to watch fracture wif huishan,charlene,wilson n tzehaw.eh wierd.1st time i ate so much food in the cinema.hahas.seriously vivo's popcorn sucks.haha.its not sweet at all.argh.apparently all of us like dun wana eat the popcorn.n erm tzehaw had to eat alot.haha.cos we keep pushin it to him?idunno.haha.went to eat xiaolongbao.nice!eh but the drinks erm abit the not nice.hahas.took photos at the mrt.i guess ppl think we're wierd.hahas.we still stop at serangoon mrt station jux to take photos.haha.=))

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 4:19 PM

Tuesday, May 8, 2007
i'mafraidofclosingmyeyesbecosimissyou.
icantsleepinthenitebecosimissyou.
idontfeellikegoinghomewifanyonebecosionlywantedtogohomewifyou.
i'mlivinginmyownworldbecosyouleftmyworld.
iwishedyou'dbeherebymysidelikebefore.
imissyou

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 5:19 PM

Monday, May 7, 2007
went to watch spiderman 3 wif bear, sai n jordan yesterday nite.or sld i say morning.the movie started at 1.30am la.we nearly faint cos we meet 10pm loh.den walked from lido to cine to cathay.wanted to watch 200 pounds.sai's phone check got loh.when we walk dere, the damn movie tat is available is spiderman.the rest R21.n dun wan 200 pounds.wtf.nearly fainted there.after the show already goin to 4am.argh.i nearly slept inside.AND the harry so shuai.CUTE!argh.wth.dn make until the face like shit.i was like scoldin in the theatre den bear n sai keep laughin.haha.argh.cab home again.midnite charge.reach my hse already more den $10 le.wonder how much is the total cab fare.haha.n i nv pay at all.lols.cos 1st to alight.
sleep for like afew hours.dn meet jassamyn go sign up windsurfin course at east coast park.tired.waited for 1/2 hour for the damn receipt.haha.
meet huishan,wilson,er shi hao - number 20,yinglei n liyun for lunch.ate frog porridge.haha.went k-ster.sing.sing.laugh.play.went to eat at vivo wif huishan, wilson n tzehaw 4 dinner.er.wierd food.haha.kim gary.eeeuuu.eat bens & jerry after tat.=)) nice!took lots of photo.haha.til everyone's eyes pain.cos my camera flash apparently is too bright.lols.
tired.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 5:47 PM

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 4:32 PM

Sunday, May 6, 2007
爱我非你莫属
imissyou.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 9:11 AM

天空下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你的身边陪着
可是我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑
是很勉强的

.我很想爱他.
.但是眼睛在说谎.
.隐瞒比较容易吧.
.免得感情变得复杂.

我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

爱情是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人
都是受害者

.我很想爱他.
.但是眼睛在说谎.
.隐瞒比较容易吧.
.免得感情变得复杂.

我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言

.我很想爱他.
.但是眼睛在说谎.
.隐瞒比较容易吧.
.免得感情变得复杂.

我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

.爱情教会我们都放不下.

i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life <3 8:47 AM

leave a tag
because i tell you to





when she's asleep
she walk the streets alone



i wan a timemachine bcos i missed you so much i wished i could turn back time.

i wish my world was full of jellybeans.=)
i love jellybeans.
but i'm choosy.
i take out the not so nice jellybeans n throw dem away.
esp the white coconut ones.
and the new-found cinnamon jellybeans which is the all time hated-most ones.
HAHA!
dey make me wanna puke.
i love the red and grape kind.
n those tat taste sweet n not so wierd taste kind.
tats me.=)

i love cookie monster more than elmo.
elmo always end up at the other side of the bed or on the floor.=(
becos cookie monster is nice to hug.
he's short and fat.
and he has short arms.

i always tok to my rabbit,hamsters and cookie monster.=)
i think tats wat gals like to do.
if u think i'm wierd den fark off from tis blog.

i love the rain.
small rain, heavy rain.
i wished i could play soccer in the rain.
with mud mud mud mud mud.
=)

i love sunflowers!
they're so beautiful, they'd always bring smile to my face.
i wish i have lots n lots of sunflowers everyday!
=)

i dont need people who dont appreciate the things i like as well as me for being who i am to be my frens. LOL!=)


Y Her
Stella.
04081988
LEO.
COMPLICATED.
blur.
wierd.
retarded.
spoilt.
outgoing.
rubbish.
talkative.
unrealistic.
sucky attitude.
EASILY PISSED.

Y SHE
is a CONTROLLER of her own life.
dont accept apologies.
have her own beliefs.
dun give a damn abt wat others think.
enjoys being ALONE.
dun believe in LOVE.

Y LOVES
SHOPPING.
THE SEA.
SAILING.
WINDSURFING.
JETSKI.
WAKEBOARDING.
DIVING.
BUNNYS.
POMERANIAN.
SLEEPING.
BARCELONA.
COOKIE MONSTER.

Y THE LOVES OF HER LIFE <333
mom.
dad.
EDWARD CULLEN. <333
besties - peifang & susanna
porks - franz, isabella, james
ABBEY LIU ZHIXUAN. <3
newly added member: JON PORK! <3333333333333 u've more loves than edward =)

Y HATES
LIERS.
BEING CHEATED.
EMPTY PROMISES.
PEOPLE WHO DONT BELIEVE IN HER.
PEOPLE WHO DONT TRUST HER.
LAND ACTIVITIES.

Y HER DESIRES
Him ! :]
round the world in 80 days.
lots of overseas chops in my new passport til its expiry date.
whole cupboard of new clothes.
polaroid camera.
holga camera.
my driving license.
LEXUS.
COACH WRISLET.
ITOUCH.
vintage camera bag for my holga.
flash for my polaroid.
peach moisturizer from skin food.
that james patterson book that i cant find anymore.=(
twilight series books.
boxes from ikea.
AN AIRTICKET TO USA NOW. --> this doesnt applies anymore.
suntanning.
High shine leggings.
underworld evolution all 3 books series.
MACBOOK!
more james patterson book to come.
COACH BAG.
that red adidas jacket.
that adidas watch.
twilight and new moon poster and table calendar. <3333
CRUMPLER FROM PORKS! (i'm waiting..)


familiarity
that's all i get

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