mydumbdiary.=)

2009-11-08T15:32:00.002+08:00

mr ben chan says my blog will look nicer with his photo.
ZZZZ
so i found the nicest photo of all that i liked.
deeedeeeee.

2009-11-07T12:51:00.003+08:00

聽見星星嘆息　

用寂寞的語氣

告訴不眠的雲　

是否放棄日夜

追尋風的動靜

心事不停累積　

變成臉頰的淚滴

你始終沒留意　

我特別在乎你

你卻像風一樣　

左顧右盼而行

全世界只有你不懂我愛你

我給的不只是好朋友而已

每個欲言又止淺淺笑容裡

難道你沒發現我渴望訊息

我應該如何讓你知道我愛你

連星星都知道我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一場雨

是我暗示你我有多麼委屈

你還不懂雨永遠不會停

2009-11-07T12:06:00.002+08:00

he ran away from it.
while i rushed into it.
we're of the same kind.
nobody knows.
they be both hurt.

2009-09-23T00:43:00.007+08:00

we went pulau ubin on sun!
with baobao,mj,willy,ken,yh and shawn.
=)
SWEATY,STICKY,SMELLY.
+ LOTS OF MOSQITO BITES!
GRRRRRR.
and the slope down at ubin was CRAZY!
didnt tot i'd have phobia after what happened to my fren who fall off her bike the last time we went ubin.
scare the hell out of me.
NO MORE UBIN!
photos time=)

now, i cant believe my photo skills actually made this pork alittle more goodlooking.HAHA!

ME AND BAOBAO!
SOO LONG NV SEE HER! <3

after ubin was st8 to prawning with ben,zhenyu,zach,audrey,yy and bernard!
YY left b4 we took the group photos =(
so here's the rest of us.
AWWW.
THE GUYS CAUGHT MORE PRAWNS THAN THE GIRLS!
YY caught 1 and AUDREY caught 2.
NON FOR ME.
prolly cos i've no patience la.
and i was freaking tired after cycling.
YAWNS!
i'll be there the catch u prawns again!

OH YA.
look how retarded my bf can be.
so happily laughing at the prawn who bite his fingers.
yeah.AND he peeled and ate it!
CRAZY GUY!

thanks to COOKED pork for being SOOOO NICE, SOOO ACCOMODATING..
even when i've done something SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER wrong.
stupid me.
my stupidity.
yeah.
=(
okay i noe u wanna smack me for feeling upset.
BUT.
I'LL TRY!
=)
AND I LOVE YOU!
haha.
i'll tell u another time. =)

2009-09-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

SHOO EXAM'S TOMORROW!
OB IS BORING BORING BORING.
FREAKING BORING.
great.
someone's happily singing KTV while i'm at home trying to crack my 2pid brain to memorize OB!
DAMNIT!
GRRRRR!
life's so unfair.
cant wait for exam to be over! =))
i've like soooooooooo many places i wanna go.
lalala.
ikea on sat.
ubin on sun.
malaysia getaway: penang and genting!
HONGKONG!
POT LUCK AT BEN'S HOUSE!
MOUNT FABER!HORT PARK!HENDERSON WAVE!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
AND SUE'S 21ST! =DD
am thinking of a getaway SPA trip @ sentosa. =)
SLURP!

2009-09-15T03:51:00.003+08:00

15 sept!
HI MR PORKHEAD! =)

2009-09-04T20:15:00.001+08:00

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Just Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

2009-09-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

felt so freaking unhappy
i bought one whole box of honey stars, one pack of kitkat and kinder bueno, one box of dove amicelli, 2 bottles of milk, one pack of dried mangoes.
AND YES.
after eating i gained one freaking KG!
DAMNIT.
so much for eating alittle healthy.

AND i've written only 200 words for my report.
AND there's driving tml again!
WTF.
AND i cancelled my work tml!
AND ethan said he worked bcos i'm working AND YES I PS HIM.
AND I'M SO NOT GOING TO PASS MY DRIVING TEST.
ARGH!

2009-09-03T00:18:00.003+08:00

JONATHAN PORK A.K.A. MCPORK BIN MUNSTER!
i noe you're seeing this.
U PORKHEAD!
DO YOUR REPORT AND SHUT UP!
LOL!

argh.
report writing suck.
BORINGS!
HAD A BORING DAY AT WORK TOO!
i've totally nth to do.
FREAKING BORING.
YES BORING.
haha.
(and u're blabbering non-stop now)

AND i need to cut my freaking long fringe.
ZZZZZ.
(and i wanted to say i DEKIL SYUG FIW SECARB SOC YLLAS SRAEW TI OOT)
NOT YOU.
haha.
=D

well.i need to start my report now.

oh ya..
my driving sucks la.
i think i sld just fail la.
like no matter how hard i drive i still keep making 2pid mistakes?
and my uncle keep saying like this fail you noe?
HAHA.
HAIYO.

bunny went to heaven, a nicer place.
i'll miss you my bunny.
=(

2009-09-01T11:44:00.002+08:00

DRIVING TEST IS NXT TUES!
OMG!
damn..
i hope i passed. (fingers cross cross cross)
i need some confidence man..
and its gonna be super busy from now til sat!
i've only written one sentence for my individual report.
haha!
how efficient..
AND i'm meeting the rest to do up our group report in school later at 1pm!
HAHA!

oh ya..
had a super long get-to-know-each-other talk with porks on sunday night.
=D
we bought a crumpler for bear!
and they're gg to buy me 1 too!
AND THE 4 OF US ARE GG TO BRING THE CRUMPLER OUT TGT!
yeah..
learnt much during our long talk.
we've all grown up right?!
can you believe it?!
and i love you guys more than anything else.
no more taboos, no more hidden grudge..
no more hidding of stuffs..
THANKS FOR THE LITTLE GAME FRANZ!
and yeah..singaporeans ah..really cannot see one leh..
wtf!
bcos when franz and i was walking in town,
SOO MANY PPL BANGED INTO US.
and its freaking irritating.

AND AND AND!
i've to clean my room soon man!
else ben says he's coming to clear my mess up for me,
so tat they can all come my house!
HAHA!
i'm excited for pot-luck at ben's house AND our chalet on halloween night!
oh yeah..
ZUL LEFT ME FOR NIE!
OMG!
haha.. i miss you zul!
(and i know u'll see this)
OHYA!
excited for saturday!
though i didnt realli wanted sat to come so soon.
cos we've to hand in our individual and group report on sat!
ARGH!
BUT!
after tat wil be FUN!
we're all gg to ben's church event!
AND according to ben: my fav and 2nd fav guys are going..
WAHAHA.
AND after the church event, i'm gg to meet baobao and ken gang for the steamboat-cum-ktv session!
I'M SOOOOO EXCITED TO MEET KEN'S "TARGET"
WAHAHAHA!
=)))
OH and i'm excited about the video too!
rmb to bring it ken!

okay..
all the happy stuffs over.
here come the not very happy stuffs.
went to watch orphan ytd with ah fat and sharon.
okay..
the show was damn disturbing!!
not too bad and not tat good..
BUT SUPER DISTURBING!
haha.
plan our mahjong session soon okay fat!
since u so damn free this 6weeks!
AND i watched coco channel wif sue and pf last fri.
AND it was super boring can.
sitting in the cinema for 2 hours.
and sue said it was a total different version from the one she watched online.
WELL..
WE'RE BEING CHEATED.
LOL!

AND EXAM IS ON 18!
OMG!
yes..i dun even know anything abt OB!
not anything la..but haven even started reading.
AND YES, OB SUCK BCOS ITS FREAKING BORING.

AND AND AND!
SUPER SUPER NOT SO HAPPY STUFF!
PAYMENT OF CREDIT CARD BILL AND SCHOOL FEES THIS WEEK!
DAMNIT.
I'M SO GOING TO LOOK FORWARD TO EATING GRASS MAN.
(and i'm always losing my temper on u nowadays..ARGH)
SIGH.

2009-08-27T03:05:00.002+08:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

2009-08-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

六分钟

夕阳下山只要六分钟

一个念头

竟然分手只要一个念头

孤单地没有他的日子多了孤单

其余的好像比原来没有更多

三秒钟

你呼呼大睡只要三秒钟

有的时候觉得自己傻得像个猪头

没有来和你在一起也不想太多

搞半天还是被你甩了再等生活

自己过生活

吻自己的伤口

自己过生活

空一家也多了

自己找快乐

等待自由的降落

他穿他的鞋走

你不必不必再为他守候

2009-08-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

so into oldies now!
i think 方大同 is super talented. =)

IF YOU LEAVE ME NOW (Chicago)

If you leave me now
You'll take away the biggest part of me
Oo, oo, oo, no, baby, please don't go
And if you leave me now
You'll take away the very heart of me
Oo, oo, oo, no, baby, please don't go
Oo, oo, oo, girl, I just want you to stay

A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away?
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way ?
When tomorrow comes and we both feel bas
The things we said today

The End of the World

Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more

Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

2009-08-18T20:00:00.009+08:00

haven been blogging abt many things.
since my bdae celebration!
haha.
this is so gonna be a super super long post!
AND.
I'M OFFICIALLY 21!
=))
YAY!
okay.
have lots of people to thanks for my bdae celebration!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING AND AND AND MAKING IT A WONDERFUL CELEBRATIONS!
YOU GUYS NOES WHO YOU ARE!
AND I LOVE YOU GUYS! =)

here's kenneth chan aka potato chantato.
yeah!giving thanks to him for helping me go ard taking video!=)

baobao and gang!

here's my nephew, velden and he loves barney.haha!

classmates from psb! WHEEEE! THANKS FOR YOUR SUNFLOWER, CROWN, BOOK AND ALL THE VOUCHERS! =D
we look so confident la..

and great thanks to sue, pf, james, franz and bear for coming early to help with my preparations and all the stuffs!
AND AND thanks for your handmade presents! AND I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN! WAHAHA! =D

AND here's the hubbers! WEET!
thanks to all of you for attending this special day. =D

here's the chipmunk alvin phua yan ru!! haha.cos he isnt in the group photos

beloved nings and my sailing team!

sally didnt attend my bdae party.
BUT..he treated me to breakfast @ yamcha! =)
our super bright polaroid tat cant even realli see our faces even after i edited!
AND HE DIDNT WANTED TO TAKE ANOTHER ONE!
HMPFFF!

well..
went redang to celebrate my actual day of my 21st with sue and pf!
REDANG IS A SUPER NICE PLACE!
beautiful sea.
beautiful corals and fishes.
beautiful people.
beautiful sun.
TANNED! and i'm black now.=)
i'm definately going back dere again!
here're the photos we've taken underwater and together with our snorkelling partners!

2009-08-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

okay. i feel like smacking myself.
you dont even have the time for me.
i cant even find a perfect time to meet you.
our timing just clash like fark.
AND THE LAST THING I WANT IS YOUR EMPTY PROMISES AGAIN.

2009-08-01T01:05:00.000+08:00

i'm happy happy happy happy!
bcos you made my day. =D

2009-07-28T01:18:00.001+08:00

BORED.
PISSED.
PISSSEDDDDD.

2009-07-22T01:10:00.002+08:00

finished practical exam.
here comes theory exam on thurs.
SIGHHH.
exam exam exam.
BORINGGGG.

okay.
i noe it.
for a sec, was feeling...
=)

2009-07-21T10:25:00.002+08:00

confirmation of venue - REDANG!
aug 3 - aug 6.
loves sue for throwing away all her whitening to go suntanning with me. =)
loves pf for willing to go even though she cant swim and dun really play water sports.
BUT SNORKELLING IS OKAY!
WHEEEEEEE!
LOVE ON AUG 4.

narrowing down of bdae celebration either at marina barrage or hort park.
most prob hort park cos marina barrage needs at least 28days b4 event.
but, i'll stil hafta call to check.
=D
thats on 1st aug.

EXAM'S AT 7PM!
ZZZZZ.

2009-07-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

exam's nxt tues.
and i haven even realli studied.
OMG!
and i'm still working this weekend.
SUPER TIRED.
sleepy sleepy sleepy.

i signed up for sailing instructor.
=DD
HOPE THEY WOULD REPLY MY MAIL.
OMGOMGOMG.
oh ya.
my fren intro-ed me a job.
PA of his manager.
met the manager today.
i think its hard being a PA.
everything also must do.
help him plan appointment, call customer, data entry, filing, reply emails, follow up..
i dont think i'm suitable for a PA.
ZZZZZ.
but timing's quite okay.
1-6pm only.
stil waiting for his offer for the pay and everything.

BINTAN,BATAM,BALI.
on the way.=)
stil deciding where to go.
AND BANGKOK!
AND!
i've been thinking of places to go for my bdae celebration with all my frens.
=)
but its like celebrating with different groups of people.
NOT ONE WHOLE PARTY.
unless i suddenly changed my mind.
LOL!

2009-07-11T02:33:00.003+08:00

weeet!
got my 1st 21st's present from my mom.
a supplementary credit card.
4000 bucks limit.
all for me.
though the bulk's gonna be used to pay for my school fees.
but still...
ILOVEMYMOM!
bcos i've got a credit card on my 21st!
SAYBYETONETS!
mom says wanna celebrate my bdae and invite people.
BUT.
stella wants to spend her 21st overseas.=)
not in singapore.
planning to go bangkok with my darlings.
OMG BPF actually said yes to spending my bdae overseas with me.
ILOVEYOUSOOOOMUCH!
AND sue haven give me an ans.
but i'm sure she'll agree to go bangkok for shopping.
hehehe.
THERE GOES MY HAPPY 21ST.
though i missed the offer period of jetstar.
hafta wait for another promo to be up.
OMG PLEASE HAVE ANOTHER PROMO BEFORE AUG.

2009-07-10T00:26:00.001+08:00

stella's planning to go overseas on the 1st week of august.
someone leave this country with me...

2009-07-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

its a sat afternoon alone with my baby niece.
am preparing water for her to swim at home.
its been so long since she swam the last time.
and i bet she's missing it alot la.
haha.
she's like growing up FAST.
now she can even take her own toys and throw dem away.
anyhow anyhow wanna catch stuff like my keyboard NOW.
n i stil hafta pull her away.
aiyooo.
and we can do high-5s nowadays.=))
AND THERE GOES MY STUDYING TIME =(

2009-07-03T02:50:00.000+08:00

oh no.
its gg to be 3am la.
and here i'm finding out more abt the 13th horoscope-OPHIUCHUS.
YIKES!
if the 13th horoscope is out, i'll bcome a CANCER instead of a LEO.
NOOOOOOOO...
i dun wanna be a cancer..
i always love my leo character, though its annoying at sometimes.
and i was just reading abt leo on a webby.
and i find leo's stuff super true abt me.
this is a small part of wat it says....
Your garden is probably a mass of sunflowers for these too are a symbol of Leo.
In mythology Clytie was so transfixed by her love of Helios the Greek Sun god that she watched him travel the sky all day long.
She became rooted to the earth and transformed into a sunflower.
This symbol of the consistency of love perfectly represents the Leo character.

OH YAY!I LOVE SUNFLOWERS LIKE WOAHH!
yeap! glad its the right flower tat i've always loved.

Oh yeah.i did this on facebook.
and i find this like farking true.
for today:
Matters concerning your reputation may be in the foreground today, Leo. If you have managed to keep your secrets, this is the day you find out why. Although there may be rumors, gossip or accusations against you, you know where you stand and who stands with you. Although you know that truth is on your side, you are probably glad that the accusers or gossip mongers don't know any more than they do, because they could just be encouraged: by the way - no harm will come to you over this.
=))

AND.
i just found out he's scorpio.
argh.
wats wrong with scorpio guys huh.
its just not compatible with leo at all.
ZZZ.
ANW.
i'm gg into circuit tml!
WHEEE~
BUT.
my uncle has been scolding me these few lessons,
say until my driving like farking lousy.
haha
SO UNSAFE.
DONT LOOK.
sian.
i'm not even enthu abt driving anymore.
haha!

OH NO!
exam's on 23.
ARGH!
i need to start studying like tomorrow!=)
AND I HAND IN MY ESSAY LATE!
THERE GOES 5%.
FARK RITE.
zzzz.
i cant even see any hope for another HD.
=|

2009-06-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

YAWNS.
i saw a going-to-come-out-soon calendar of twilight and new moon.
2010.
POSTER KIND AND TABLE KIND!
i wan all 3!!
=DDD

anw.
working in the sun is like TIRING!!
back pain.
leg pain.
sun shine.rain drops.
omg.
super shag.
everything is getting tougher.
but i get free suntan.
ZZZ..

2009-06-20T01:24:00.003+08:00

ASSHOLE!
after all the fucking things he done he'd still have the face to say these kind of thing.
GOD PLEASE LET LIGHTNING STRIKE HIM!
he's a farking burden to everyone.
why is life so unfair..
people who should have just die and stop bringing harm to others dont die.
yet good people are the ones who always end up like fark.
FARK MY LIFE.

2009-06-19T12:56:00.003+08:00

oh yeah!
i forgotten to blog about my 3rd higher distinction.
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!
though i'm sure that i cant get a HD for my psyc module.
but stil..
nth is for sure.
so its 3 HDs AND COUNTING.=D

i'm a good gal.
listening to those boring lectures of ANHB1102 now.
but i'll be gg for a jog in the evening.
healthy lifestyle right.
fwahahaha.

2009-06-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

WHEEEE!
super long didnt blog.
haha.
my com crashed and i'm too lazy to set it up even after its repaired and in my room.
so i'm just using my mom's labtop to blog.
oh well..
after 4 days of pc show i'm sick.
AGAIN!
omg.
and my driving really sucks.
bcos i'm so drowsy when i'm driving due to my 2pid flu.
ANW! i've had 2 weeks of continuous 1 hour of jogging and another continuous 1 hour of swimming.
but due to my flu this week, i totally dun feel like running.
BUT..i'll still join u guys for jogging on fri porks!

school's been super stressing nowadays.
exam's on july 23rd.
hafta submit essay by july 1st.
and i haven started on anything NOW.
BORING..

2009-05-31T16:39:00.001+08:00

STELLA WANTS TO CURSE THE BLOODY FUCKING IDIOT TO DEATH.
I HOPE U DIE IN HELL.
FUCKER.

2009-05-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

YAY!
handed in my 2pid lab report today.
at last.
omg.
doing lab report sucks.
and i cant believe i'll stil hafta do more next time.
damnit.
NO MORE SCH.
BCOS EXAM'S NEXT THURS.
WTF RIGHT??
big headache.
sighhh.....
i'm looking forward to after exams.=)))
and there's work tml and sun.
boringsssss..

P.S. i might have a chance of getting the macbook.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
let me feel loves please. =))

OH YA BLOGGYY.
there's this group i realli dislike hanging out with.
its like a waste of time waste of time waste of time.
PUI!PUI!PUI!
AND I'M NOT A FARKING ATM.
DAMNIT!
THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME.

2009-05-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

wheeeeee.
went to get sai's present for his 21st ytd.
haha! i think bear n franz gonna kill me for writing it here.
BUT!
we travelled alot of places loh.
AND!
for james: u better get us nice nice presents for our 21st loh!
LOL!!! =D
ANW..
after shopping we went to meet sai at kovan..
just bcos i have cravings for durians.
WAHAHAHA!
yeah after eating we went MACS for our 2nd round.
and to try out sai's MACBOOK PRO!
heeeheee
we were like crazily taking mad photos.
OKAY. i'm the most unglam.

well we were like talking about schs..and exams.
cos mine's on the 28..
well ANW..
i was telling them that i kinda regret studying.
look..
i'm in huge debt for school fees.
and i stil hafta go thru so many many exams.
SIGH..
damnit.
i stil have ard 6 more chapters to study.
and one chapter is around 40+ pages.
which makes it ard 240++ pages to remember b4 nxt thurs.
and i stil have a lab report to hand in by this fri which i haven even started.
and there's like james' bdae celebration this thurs, our mightbe stayover,work this sat and sun, sue's grad show nxt wed, and also drivings lessons..
argh!
ohya.
i booked my practical test.
08/09/09.
=D

2009-05-17T01:48:00.010+08:00

Taking on seven years
The holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy,
I've been trying way too long
Only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest, the story ends

I would find a way without you...
I would find a way without you...

That mistake was gold
I know that without you
It's something that I could never do

That was why,
Staple the eyes and
Seven dates for me to sell machines and tear on

Seven years you assured me
That I'd be fine if I complied
Only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest, the story ends
Without you...
I would find a way without you

That mistake was gold,
And I know that without you
It's something that I could never ever ever ever..

That was why staple the eyes and
Seven dates for me to sell machines and tear on

Don't treat me, I'm to blame
Don't treat me like I never accused you

2009-05-16T01:27:00.002+08:00

hello bloggy.
i'm so high today cos i meet franz n bear n we went queenway to bought my bagpack.
LOL!
and i was laughing like mad and talking super excitedly.
oh but i forgot why i was laughing and wat we were saying.
STM!
but yeah we went comparing wat present we received from each other for the past 8 years.
and poor franz.
all he get is FOOD!
ANW we ate laksa.
AND i ate one whole bowl of laksa.
can u believe it?!?!?! =DD
yeah.
and we planned to excercise together after my exam on 28th. =DD
to go many other places together too!
and i introduced them to my new guy-edward cullen.
and bear told me when she went ard all her frens' blog,
everyone was like saying its their bf's bdae on may13.
apparently robert pattinson's bdae is on may13.
WAHAHA.
well new guy shared by many many people.
and seriously..
HE'S HOTTTTT!
oh ya.
back to topic.
and then we meet james after his work to watch ANGELS AND DEMONS.
well before that we were taking pictures infront of paragon.
which..i dunno why paragon.
OHH OHH.
the movie:angels and demons was nice, exciting.
but the book's far better. =DD

working tml.
9.30am?
luckily its at angmokio.
seriously, work's getting more n more boring.
haha.
yeah i should start finding another new job after my exam. =D
kekeke.

OH yay! and i can look forward to my jogging wif porks, and swimming wif sue on consecutive days after my exam too. =DD

2009-05-14T02:36:00.006+08:00

went chinatown wif sue today.
and we saw this super weird plate just on the wall of some street on our wall to ann siang street.

SCUBA DIVING.
why on earth is there a scuba diving plate thingy on the wall of chinatown street??
oh well.
maybe the indian shopkeeper loves scuba diving.
wahaha.

ANW.
we went to a super super cool cafe.
the ambience is superb!
beautiful, relaxing.

and i ordered my apple crumble.
SLURP!
its nice....
but EXPENSIVE for such a small piece.
HMPF!

oh ya.
we leave a message on the wall. =D

2009-05-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR THE SECOND SERIES NEW MOON TO BE OUT IN THE CINEMA! =DDDD

AND.
i wished dere's going to be a 2nd muse's concert in singapore!
i'd definately go for it. =)
BIG BIG MUSE POSTERS TOOOO!

2009-05-08T16:07:00.003+08:00

2009-05-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

i wished someone could just play this tune for me on the piano for my 21st bdae. <333

2009-05-08T00:42:00.004+08:00

i've finished reading my twilight book! =DDD
and i cant wait to start the nxt book in the series - new moon.
but i'll have to start it after my exams.
ZZZZZZZ.
oh ya.
robert pattinson is sooo damn hot!
but its onli in twilight la.
LOL!!

oh well.
i tot of wat i wanted for my 21st bdae.
heehee.
if everyone of my fren could just buy a story book tat i liked for me.
i'll be super delighted.
all the james patterson's cross series which i dont have now,
underworld revolution series which i cant find except online,
non-fiction books on psychological disorders of people.
WOAH!
my life wil be wonderful.
haha.
OH YA!
n i want a poster of edward cullen in twilight.
BIG ONE!
i'll love tat person who get it for me sooooo much. =DD

i wan to watch the movie angels and demons! =D
heeeheeeee.

argh.anw.hafta start studying my chapter 1 of the 2pid big big psyc book now.LOL!

p.s. bye hamham.wish you good in lala land. i'm so sorry.=(

2009-04-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

been working everyday since the past 2 weeks.
its either work, school, driving or playing wif baby abbey.
SHAG.
at last i've had 4 days of rest b4 starting to work again.=)
didnt bothered to do anything.
jux slack, watch tv, go school and looking after abbey.
she's super cute nowadays.
amazingly, she LAUGHS <3

working at parkway on fri sat sun.
with the hot hot hot sun. =(
wished i could faster get a proper job.
though i wan the changi airport job for now..
PLS LET ME BE SHORTLISTED. =D

wheeeee i'm meeting nings tml for dinner after driving lesson! =D

anw. i've got 2 SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER THICK psychology textbooks to finish studying by may 28.
DAMN!
i haven even started.
exams' on may 28.
and there's stil lab report to write.
seems like psychology modules isnt easy at all. =|

2009-04-13T02:03:00.002+08:00

its been a simple simple weekend.
i've stayed home.
in order not to spend any money.
but i stil managed to spend 20+ bucks for my rabbits food and bedding.
AND another 20 bucks for chinchilla's food.
ARGH.
anw, i've finish watching "wu di san bao mei" and "ai jiu zai yi qi" online during the weekend.
=DD
yang cheng ling is super cute la.
wat makes this simple weekend a meaningful one is....
little abbey is beggining to learn to talk!
omg.
isnt it wonderful.
ahh ahh oouu oouu,
all the noises she makes.
i could just spend my whole day looking after her and i'll stil feel happy. =))
double thumbs up!
AND!
amazingly she smiles to me too!!
wheeeeee!
and she was holding my finger while she fall aslp so that i couldnt go away.
awwwwwwwwwwww.
but i couldnt kiss her cos i'm like still sick =(
oh how i wish i could faster recover.
stop my cough!
stop my flu!

i guess i realli need a normal job soon and stop wasting my time at starhub.
LOL
but i'm still working everyday next week.
sigh..

2009-04-10T16:07:00.002+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2009-04-04T02:28:00.000+08:00

okay.
i'm feeling depressed.
and its all becos of YOU!!!
YOU YOU YOU YOU AGAIN!
DAMN YOU.

2009-03-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

stella wans a NEW START.
new haircut, new look.
starting afresh.
BYE TO ALL THE MEMORIES.
i wash the dishes today.
i'm gg to wake up at 10am tml when pf come my hse to study.
everything's gg to have a brand new attitude from me.
=)
but as long as someone pisses me off totally,
everything wil go back to the same.
LOL!

oh ya.
i've never been to any of my fren's 21st bdae party.
except pf.
and i feel guilty.
=|
but all the celebration's at chalet.
and its super out of way and far.
SIGH!

2009-03-29T18:37:00.004+08:00

stella went to the zoo, zoo, zoo!
the last time i went to the zoo was 5 years ago!!
SUPER LONG!
and now, they even have a house of wax people in the zoo.
SCARY HUH!
had fun in the zoo,
but it was TOOO HOT and the mosqitos are super irritating.
now i have a mosqito bite bigger than a ping pong ball on my leg.
DAMN!
anw, we went fish spa after the long and tiring walk at the zoo.
IT WAS AN EXCITING EXPERIENCE.
itchy, ticklish, but my legs felt refreshed.

oh ya.
i've been exercising.
swimming and jogging.
but i'll need to increase the intensity of the exercise in order to see results.
LOL.
=)

AND.
today was my first driving lesson.
SUPER SCARY CAN!
and my uncle laugh say the car not even moving.
hehehe.
cos the first time i step the accelerator super hard.
heng if handbrake was on, if not the car wil fly sia.
then i went to cut my hair short after driving lesson.
CUT,DYED,TREATMENT.
GOODBYE.I'LL MISS YOU.

2009-03-26T15:13:00.010+08:00

was back from malacca on tues.
took like so many many photos!
went to the peranakan museum in malacca!
the stuff dere are SUPER BEAUTIFUL.
too bad, taking photo's not allowed.
but i bought a few postcards with some of its picture.
cant imagine i went to the place where they used for the show little nonya.
=DDD
uploaded all my photos in facebook.
hehe.
some of the photos taken that i personally LOVE (including the one on top):
the peranakan museum.=)

LOL!pauline kissing me.

the beautiful sunset at the malacca river.

MY FIRST BOWL OF LAKSA IN LIKE 20YEARS!

our act cute photos!

oh ya.
went jogging ytd wif pf n susanna.
=)
3.2km if i'm not wrong.
haha.
so pleased wif ourselves.
my leg was super ache ytd nite la.
luckily its not acheing anymore.=)
tml will be meeting susanna for a jog at my hse downstairs again.
and maybe a swim.=)
hehe.
m looking after abbey for today.
wheeeeeeeeeee
and i have no time to study. SHIT!
BUT..
my brother got a new phone for me.=DD

2009-03-19T00:12:00.004+08:00

i cant bloodly hell stand whatever u're doing.
CANT.
so many years.
havent you changeD?
because of all ur SHIT, u're causing everyone to live a hard life.
iwishedu'llgetthehelloutofmylife.
FUCKOFF.

igaveupgoingwithyou.=(
yes.
i hope i'm not going to regret it.
BUT.
i noe i cant.
and i felt sad.
but i'm sooooooo busy the nxt 2 weeks til my exam and after.
ZZZZ.
tml and friday, i'm working.
and i skipped school today jux for work.=|
SATURDAY, i'm gg sentosa for suntanning wif peifang.
meeting susanna for flea market in the afternoon.
and maybe going nightsafari with baobao dey all.
SUNDAY, i'm going sailing.
SAILING.=)
at last.
IPROMISEIWUNOVERSLEEP.
i'll be early.
am sooooooooooo super duper excited.
kekekeke.
i miss the smell of the sea.
LOOKING FORWARD TO SUNDAY.
and on monday, i'll be heading to malacca.=)
wif sharon and pauline.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
here come stella to the peranakan museum.
hehe.
coming back on tues.
its a 2D1N thingy.
and on wed and thurs, i'll be working at boonlay interchange.
its damn damn damn super far lar.
but its okay.
for the sake of earning back money for the malacca trip.=]
FRIDAY, will be my first driving lesson.=)
NERVOUS.
EXCITED.
but it'll all be fine.
and SAT, i'm going to the ZOO.
=)
wheeeeee.
with sharon, pauline, fishy, xiuwen and her frens.
will take lots and lots of photos.
been long since i went to the zoo.
tats like YEARS can!!
AND MY EXAM'S ON APRIL 2ND.=(
i dont even noe if i have time to study for it.
SIGH.
but i'm looking forward to the 3RD,
becos i'm gg JB shopping again.
SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING.
and on the 5th i'm gg sentosa again wif my classmates.=)
SUNTANNING.
celebrating tiff's bdae.
before heading off to yokhow's chalet for his 21st bdae.
hope i wun be late.
teeeeheee.

and then,
after babbling.
i thought back.
i think i did the correct choice of not squeezing every bit of cents to go US.
bcos then, i wun be able to do so many stuffs.
i'll be back penniless.
=)
even so, i'm looking forward to learning jetski.=DD

2009-03-17T02:22:00.003+08:00

youaskedmetofollowyoutousa.
yousaidyoudpayformylodgingandfood.
yousaidiljustneedtopayfortheairticket.
buticantevengetthemoneytopayforitnow.
ifyoudaskedayearago.
iwouldhaveagreedimmediately.
notnow.
howiwishmyairticketwoulddropfromtheskyabove.
sigh.

2009-03-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

听你开心说着你的事情

我有一种莫名心跳反应

夜深人静时候突然想到你

没有原因没有逻辑谁能说明

总以为我们是地球的南北两极

直到分开旅行我才明白

有好多的话想说给你听

是我笨得可以我们早就相遇

我说服我自己这一切只是友情

是你让我相信两颗心没有距离

我才发现原来我爱着你

总是爱捉弄我寻我开心

从来没有想过会喜欢你

也许爱情就是没什么道理

缘分来临措手不及谁看得清

总以为我们是地球的南北两极

直到分开旅行我才明白

有好多的话想说给你听

是我笨的可以我们早就相遇

我说服我自己这一切只是友情

是你让我相信两颗心没有距离

我才发现原来我爱着你

是我笨的可以没看穿你的心

还以为这只是爱情无聊的恶作剧

是我笨的可以我终于面对自己

勇敢证明我是真的爱你

我是真的爱你

2009-03-16T03:29:00.002+08:00

OH YA.
2nd HIGHER DISTINCTION.
WHEEEOOOOOOOOOOWEEETTTT!
and i got my PDL.
YAY.
i can start learning driving after like one year of slacking..
kekeke.
AND!
wheeeeeeee.
i can start my SUNTANNING sessions soon.
at last its the end of IT SHOW.
THE SCARY SCARY SCARY NIGHTMARE OF THE YEAR.
LOL.
yes.we close at 9pm and guess wat?
people are STIL QUEUEING at 10+ 11.
me and xianshi was like WTHH.
and we jux kept scolding n scolding.
LOL!
seriously why are people buying so many phones when its recession?
arent they suppose to be poor?!?!
this is the worst IT SHOW man.
u'd get eaten up by the crowd and u'd need to learn the skill of squeezing, which i acquired during this time.
SHAG.
oh ya.
all cashier's are uniting and bitching abt that that that one irritating person who always pisses us off.
1st time sia..
our unity is seen.=DD

hais.IWISHTIMECOULDSLOWDOWNFORMETOCATCHUPONIT.=(

2009-03-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

SUPER TIRED.
i've been working everyday at tampines mall.
rain.
shine.
one of the rainy days i even tot it was snowing.
i was like WAH.
but it turns out tat foam are falling from the sky.
which i dunno why. =|
and when i cabbed home ytd.
the cab uncle super fuk up lar.
he drove from tampines up to bedok,kakibukit and then to my hse,
instead of gg TPE st8.
i was like WTF??
lukily i can claim cab, else i'l fuking kill the damn taxi driver.

AND YES I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY.
one whole day of sitting there.
looking ard clearly alert to see if i'd see you somewhere.
every minute.
but the moment just doesnt come.
isit like wat you said?
i missed you like how she misses him.
somehow i wished i lived in the past.

oh ya.
i farking hate copy cats who use people's stuff and act as if its theirs.
farking get a brain and some creativity lar.

2009-02-14T01:44:00.014+08:00

it was friday the 13 yesterday!
nth bad happened.
=)
i woke at 930 to take care of abbey bcos there was no one at home.
n finally she slept in the afternoon b4 i went out to meet franz n james.
n i was late.
LOL!
we bought fruits, lettuce n thousand island to make fruit salad.
i love thousand island.
n we bought 5 packets of durian.
jux bcos i kena cyco by the man selling durian.
LOL!
cos i jux wanna eat durian la.
n we bought our instant ready make smash potato thingy.
+ a 20piece nugget from mac.
and again we ate all the fattening food.
LOL!

haha
after our massive eating.
we did some lame stuff.
SUPER LAME.
our own mv.
for me to noe and for you to find out.
LOL!
OH YA.
my polaroid worked!
n we took photos with my polaroid and holga.
=)

oh yeah.
here's angry little abbey on her full month day.
in the dress i bought from taipei.
LOL.
=)

2009-02-03T03:27:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOoooo!!
jux checked my exam results for 1st module
HIGHER DISTINCTION.
89MARKS!
WHEEEEEEEEWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWEEEEEEEEEEEEET!
=)

2009-02-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

super long time nv blog again.
haha.
LAZY SIA.
thank god exams are over!
WOOOHOOO!
its totally retarded for schools to have exams during chinese new year.
who the hell will have time to study sia.
LOL!
but well, its over.
and i HOPE i can still get my distinction.=X
wheeeeeheeeeeeee.
good new for my essay written until i didnt sleep at all b4 gg work.
i got 95/100!!! =))
WOOOTTTT~
yeeep.
me and susanna went to the home club flea market yesterday.
and i bought a skirt with a pair of earring.
sooo many ppl lar.
faints.

okay.
now the happiest event that happened on january 7.
the birth of my baby girl.=)
little abbey.
and its her full month this coming sat.
wheeeeeeee.

and there's dexter and xiuwen's early bday celebration with the hubbers at kbox.
and it was totally retarded at the ending.
cos we had lots of drinks.
and we played zhong zi mi ma.
the loser have to drink 1 whole cup of drink.
AND I LOST LIKE 4 TIMES LAH.
zzz.
here's the many photos we took tat day.

me together wif the 2 bdae boy and girl.
LOL.

and here's all of dem following yongjia, trying to act thin siaaa.

all of us.=)

me with my 3 huggable girls.

ehh. the cake was totally delicious lah.
its the same spoilt cake that they threw on jianan's face on his bdae.

well some random photos of us.
and the rest are all on facebook.
haha!
guys tag urself in ah.
i'm too lazy to tag everyone sia.

and there's jon and van's bdae celebration tooo, on jan.
well. we're like super lame in class lar.
people all listening and we're taking photos and playing.

jon look super kok here la.
PORK!

hey. i like this ape skeleton.
if i'm not wrong this is the paranthropus species.
and ya. i cant name it for exam cos we were like busy taking photos.=(

and we went seoul garden for steamboat.=)
the food variety is super super super little as compared to outside la.
2pid seoul garden.
haha
and its ex.
but well we had fun eating ice cream.

the bdae boy and gal with their presents.

and after seoul garden.
we went sheesha at haji lane.
our apple flavour sheesha.
and i found online that -One Sheesha Is Equivalent to Smoking 18 Cigarettes
and i felt super guilty.
i feel my lungs becoming black.
but well.
it was fun la to try something new.
haha.

the 2 guys trying to act hunk sia.

i'm trying my very best sia.
cos the thing is like u have to take a deep long breath in with ur mouth.
and i cant.
and i dunno why i keep choking on it.
and jon say its cos i'm breathing in thru my nose and not my mouth.
haha.
i bet the nxt time i try it, it'll be better.
haha!

hey they take the photo when i was trying to breath in the sheesha DEEEPPP.
LOL.

its feb 1st
happy bdae mom!
and happy bdae to all the january babies once again.
hehe.
and i'm gg mahjong later.
waha!
may i win more ahhhhh.
ohhh ya.
went travis house on chu er.
1st time he open his house for ppl sia.
LOL!
well i lost like over 60 bucks playing blackjack.=(
wat a luck.
lets hope for the better later.=)))
that's all folks.

2009-01-12T09:03:00.003+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOOO.
at last i finish the 2pid damn damn damn damn damn essay which is like so retarded cause they limit us to 800words and there's like so many stuffs to write including the in-text citations.
and it caused me like the whole night to finish it up.
sumarizing sumarizing and stil sumarizing.
until i dont even know wth i've written.
until i dont even understand wat i'm writing anymore.
until i'm stoning in front of my com at 9am bcos i started writing at 11pm.
until i didnt sleep a single minute and i'm going to work now.
and i stil hafta last til the night becos dere's dex and xiuwen's bdae celebration at kbox.
and my head feels like a bomb.
AND MY LIVER DIDNT REST FOR A NIGHT AGAIN.(told to me by kenneth and shawn)
ARGHHH!!
ahhhh well.
i swear i'll do my homework earlier the next time.=(

2009-01-09T02:33:00.005+08:00

WOOOHOOO!
1st day back to school.
after like sooooooooooooo long.
and there we were taking lots of photos.
evidence tat we've been to school right zul?
the pictures are super super blurry bcos we were using vann's camera phone.
waha!
well its fun to go school when we are a great bunch of funny people.=)
and after school we went mac to talk about marriage.
wat a wierd topic.
but ya.
life after marriage.

well, its 2.45am.
and here i'm trying to crack my rusty brain to write the essay tat i've to submit on mon.
AND i cant bloody hell find the 2pid link to submit the essay.
well nevermind.
WORST IS:
i'm sitted here for like 2hours+.
and i came up with these few words for my essay
which is:A recent agreement conference of the world’s......
WTF RIGHT?
super pissed with myself!
ARGH!!

2009-01-09T00:42:00.001+08:00

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

2009-01-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

jux got home from the hospital.=)
saw the baby!
its a girl!!!!
wooohooo!
actually i already knew it was a girl.
but just..
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
saw her sleeping.
saw her swinging her hands n kicking her legs.
saw her crying.
and going back to sleep.
and she's soooooooo small.
omg.
isnt life amazing?!

mom's are the most amazing and wonderful people in this world.=)

STELLA WANTS TO GO PENANG,MALACCA,KL,SABAH,SARAWAK,REDANG,TIOMAN IN 2009!

2009-01-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

i'm a lazy pork.
my eyes are slightly swollen.=(
LOL!
lazy to upload photos, lazy to blog, lazy to study.
finished watching little nonya.
finished watching buliangxiaohua.
=)
jux saw my timetable for nxt module.
no holidays.
exam on 30 jan n i'm startin class on 2 feb.
damn.
worst still,
nxt module got gym lessons!!!
why on earth does a psychologist need to know about the gym equipments??
AND I HAVE LESSONS ON 14FEB.
AND EXAM IS ON 2APR.
AND I HAVE TO PAY MY SCHOOL FEES BY 14MAR.
4280bucks by 14th march.......
hais.
need to work hard.
need to study hard.
tml must start on my essay.=)
planned to start it today but was too lazy nua-ing and watching little nonya.
waha.
now hafta start on my NEVER TOUCHED lectures.
=))

2009-01-01T08:01:00.003+08:00

ITS 2009!
and my very first post.
wahaha.
at last...
2008 ended like super super fast.
well, i can stil remember how i spent last year's counting down to 2008.
YES.
counting down to 2008,
which past with the wind,
with half a year of misery.
GOODBYE 2008!
GOODBYE MISERY!
lets welcome 2009 with a smile!!
new year.
new beginning.
and a brand new me.
may i be more appreciative of people whom are worth
and stop wasting my precious time on people who arent worth at all.=)
WHOOOHOOOOOO!
1st day jiu kena from my parents cos i jux reached home not long ago.
damnit.
and i suddenly realised.
i should really stop staying out til morning.
well.
MAY MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS COME TRUE LIKE WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
yes and i need to sleep so badly.

2008-12-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

stella is angry tat some people dont appreciate her frenship.
damn tat person.

2008-12-25T18:14:00.025+08:00

had a fruitful few days before christmas.
AND I TOTALLY ENJOYED MY CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION WIF MY DARLINGS.=)
monday:
meet pf and susanna after work.
i need to complain abit.
it was totally super busy during work.
and its a mon!
dunno why.
and it was like quite irritating when ppl come up to us and wanna buy prepaid card while we're like super busy.
cos we have to register for dem n blahblahblah.
AND.
i jux dunno why we have tons of stuff to do during mon.
me n xian shi was like ZZZZ.
okay.
so i was suppose to meet dem for shopping christmas presents.
but in the end we ate until 10pm.
LOL!
and dey decided to come my hse to drink.
while walking to far east to take 132,
we pass by this jap band singing jux infront of wisma.
and dey are the BONYARI BAND.

their music are totally amazing man!
and we stand dere for quite awhile.=)
OHYA.
i was like totally in love with this guy of the band.
his features are like super beautiful.
and i love his hair!=)

we had photo taking session, bubble blowing session,
AND.
our hidden heineken under the table.LOL!

oh ya.
and chocolate eating session!
ANW.
see alot of bounty chocolate?
ITS SUPER NOT NICE!!!
coconut in chocolate.
the taste is like EEEEEEEEEE.
so we ate all the rest n left the bounty in the box.
haha!

cookie caught in the act.
acting as trekkie monster in avenue Q.
surfing the internet for porn.
SINGING: "the internet is for porn"
LOL!

and on tuesday.
meet james,franz n bear to celebrate franz bdae.
were suppose to meet at 1pm but i woke at 1.20
in the end i reached amk ard 2+.
hahA!
poor james waited for me n franz like quite long huh.
went novena to buy something and we headed off to kallang to meet bear.
GUESS WAT WE'RE GG KALLANG FOR?!?!?!
ICESKATINGGG!!!
COOOOOLLLL!
okay we had nth to do while waitin for train..
and we took a photo of our reflection.

oh ya.
we took the wrong train towards the other direction.
and dey accused me of bringing dem into the wrong train jux bcos i saw a damn cute guy coming out of the train.
LOL!
ANW.
yeap we meet bear at kallang mrt n we took bus 11 to the kallang entertainment centre or watever place it is called.
and we took photos of each of us on the bus.
franz.james.me.bear.

the guys vs the gals.=)

and our one-legged photo.
james.me.franz.bear.

and we did the WOOOHOOO JUMP!
franz didnt jump cos apparently he's too fat to jump.=X
wahaha.
so he took the photo.

saw these art painted n made by small children of growing paints in the shopping mall.
i particularly love their hand-made christmas trees.=)

james's dipsy.
i'm po.
po's cuter.
LOL!

and we went ice-skating!
20bucks for 2 hours.
okay lar.
didnt take much photos cos practically half the time we were hanging onto the side wall except james.
cos its his 4th time ice-skating.
and the 3 of us were 1st-timers.
franz pick up ice skating fast.
and we did the 4ppl skate tgt thingy.
aha.
with franz or james in b/w me n bear.
okay.
half the time i was lazy.
n i asked the guys to pull me ard.
wahaha.
and i jux hafta hold on to them.
and i GLIDE.
oh but i keep wantin to fall.
HENG they were holding on to me.
AND I DIDNT FALL TAT DAY=)

then we were camwhoring outside the cinema.
bcos there was a christmas tree in the middle of some chairs.

and franz went into some stunt action.

RHINO THE HAMSTER FROM BOLT VS THE GUIEA PIG FROM BEDTIME STORIES.
i bet rhino's cuter.=)

at last.
we went to have our dinner at some restaurant named ROSTI.
nice ambience.
and.
their rosti is like super delicious la.
but its like freaking ex so the 4 of us shared 3 plates.=)

our nice nice food.

and after like 15mins.
its all gone.
cos we're simply too hungry.
or are we always hungry?
hmm.

after dinner we took a wierd bus back to kovan.
haha.
the bus seems like a moving-cafe to me sia.
the chair and table is like wierd to be seen on a bus.
i was like arent food not allowed?
and james was like the table is for studying.
and we were all like HMMMMMM...

and we went kovan for durian.
LOL!
anw.
before eating durian we bought ice cream from heartland mall with our coins.
bcos all of us have craving for icecream.
and durian!
LOL!
ANW.
we finished the icecream in like 5mins.
haha!
again...
4 of us shared 3 durians.=)
ohmy..
i simply love durian.
AND we finish the durian in like 10mins.
and we were like WAHHHH FULLLLL.

after durian-eating session.
we went to our normal place again.
the park opposite the kovan mac.
and we spent like the rest of the night dere.
listening to james playing the guitar.
toking kok.
playing games.
lying around.
taking photos.
SLACK.
and it kept raining, no rain, raining heavily, small rain and then continue small rain thruout.
super cold.
LOL!
ohya.
and when i tried to play the guitar, bear n franz were like acting and clapping behind.
LOL!
where got audience bhind the guitar player de!

ohya.
and after slacking.
we went mac to eat 2packets of large fries before heading home la.
OMG!
that so pig.
haha!
ANW HAPPY BDAE TO FRANZ!
hope u love our super sincere and practical present.
=))

well on wed,christmas eve.
was suppose to go botanic gardens for a picnic wif pf n susanna.
who noes raining the whole morning.
so in the end we delayed until we meet at 3pm.
WAHA.
went town to do some last minute shopping.
was like super crowded at wisma dere.
was like super sianded.
bcos we hafta squeeze thru people.
omg.
i hate being in town during festivals.
worst stil.
it was drizzling.
zzz.
went to buy some party stuffs from tanglin mall.
ANW.
there were foam blowing at tanglin.
as usual.
LOL!
and it looked like real snow.
only tat its soapy.
there are like super alot of children playing there la.
oh.
and i had a photo wif cookie in tanglin mall.
LOL!

then we went hougang to buy food for our steamboat dinner at susanna's house.
AND.
we simply bought tooo many food for 4 person.
LOL!

ohyay.
after eating.
we retreat to susanna's room to carry on with our plan.
theme this year was to draw our own christmas tree on the papers pasted on the wall.=)
susanna tot of it.=)
though before starting on the christmas tree.
we were like camwhoring with our new bought novelty specs.=)
lazing around.
blowing bubbles.

and at last we started on our christmas tree.

from a blank piece of paper.

to a beautiful, warm and artistic christmas tree wif all of our wishes for christmas.
shall let the photos do the talking.=)

KEKE.

after finishing our christmas tree.

we took turns to take photos with our novelty specs, the christmas tree and our presents.=)

cookie spent christmas wif us by being behind the christmas tree.

haha!

and the 3 of us spent our fun fun christmas together.

iloveyou2babes.

LOL!

even if all the people in the world are gone and there's only the 2of you, i'd be happy with my life and i wont feel lonely.=)
MUACKS!

oh well i got my pez collection.

19pez and stil growing.=)

2008-12-15T01:22:00.005+08:00

random blogging before i start off listening to my lectures on evolution.
so boreddd.
i'm so addicted to little nonya.
watchin it everytime til late at nite.
makes me so lazy to study.
jeanette aw is soooo super pretty.=))
haha.
went chalet on tues.
bcos wed was jian an's bdae.
celebrated the december babies' bdae.=)
HAPPY BDAY TO EUNICE.XIAOPANG.FEIPA.

xiuwen writing the bdae card for travis.jian an.terence.
too bad terence wasnt dere.
else he'll sure kena cake too.
ANW.
i think i see the giraffe card alot of times sia.
think dey always buy the same card for the same people.
wahaha.=X

well.
the guys wasted the 49bucks cake.
LOL!
i've got evidence.
credit goes to dexter chua tian hao, whose holding the 49bucks CHOCOLATE cake.
n ya i think he piak quite loudly we can all hear the piak sound.
LOL!

and i think this is zhongming's hand.
haha.
disgusting.
i bet he licked it.=X
cos the chocolate is so heavenly i doubt he can resist.

oh.here's our bdae boy!
covered in chocolate.
hmm.
n he get to eat the chocolate cake sia.
apparently he said he licked it off his face.
damnn.
most of the gals went into hiding n we didnt even get to eat the cake!
OHYA.
his arsenal shirt cost 149bucks.
n it has chocolate on it.
waha.

ehh.
i think its david stealing the remnants of the cake from the table sia.

yeah.
these photos were take b4 the cake smashing part.
when everyone was clean.
hehe.
me n fishy's onli concluded nice pic.
after taking like quite a few.
bcos this one cant realli see our face.=X

well.
dunno who came up with this idea.
didnt noe why we lined up like tat either.

me and xiuwen.=)

ihub cashiers.
me,sharon n 2 mums.=)

ohh my new mahjong kaki-david.
haaha.
too bad tat day didnt have any mahjong.

ohya.
sat went baobao's BBQ party.
pretty little baobao is happy with all her presents.
HAHAA.
baobao loves my organiser.=)
2pid dexter got no taste for girly things sia.
HAHA.
WELL.
he said my music taste not bad ah.
LOL.=D
CLAPS.
OF COS.
i super dislike those ppl who cannot appreciate musics i like.
dey can like jux SHOOOO away la.
LOL.
ohh.its raining now.
nowonder so coldddd.
PLS DONT RAIN ON 21st.
jux realised i'm blasting my music super loud in the middle of the night.
oopppssss.
shall start the boring night with lectures homeworks evolution...=|
oh well.
i think i need another job!
someone pls intro me a new job.
LOL!

2008-12-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

If I am lost for a day
try to find me
but if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
and all of the things that I thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest
in June there's the light
but this empty bedroom
won't make anything right
while out on the landing
a friend I forgot to send home
who waits up for me
all through the night
calendar girl who's in love with the world
stay alive!
calendar girl who's in love with the world
stay alive!
I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
and when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window
threw my head to the sky
and said whoever is up there
please don't let me die
but I can't live forever
I can't always be
one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea
the pages keep turning
I mark off each day with a cross
and I'll laugh about all that we've lost
calendar girl
who is lost to the world
stay alive!
calendar girl who is lost to the world
stay alive!
January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive!
June, July, August, September, October
I'm Alive!
November, December and all through the winter
I'm Alive!
I'm alive....

2008-12-09T15:15:00.000+08:00

omg i wana go laser tagging!!=|
actually found out this new game in town.
which is as fun as paintball.
i miss yonglin and the rest sia.=(
all the old hubbers.
the other time we went paintball.=)
oh saw yonglin at festive.
waha.
seems like years passed.
LOL!

oh well.
i cant believed i've no voice AGAIN.
damn it!
2pid festive fault.
LOL!
so HOT.
keep raining n no rain.
hafta tok loudly.
okay.
ate alot during festive.
n drank bubble tea!
haha!
cos it was really super super duper hot.
PLS LET DERE BE NO MORE OUTDOOR ROADSHOW.
LOL!

AND.
it rained the whole day ytd.
damnit.
no sailing.
no double pay work.
=(((
ZZZZZ.
it better not rain on 21st! =(
had lunch wif zy,van,n jema.
swensen.
icecream.
and tat adds alittle bit to my change in voice.=X

oh well.
chalet later.
gona eat BBQ food again.
sian.
i can predict i'll have no voice again tml.
haha!
AND.
sat also gona eat BBQ food.
wahaha.
baobao's bdae.
bbq at kenn's condo.
think i can jux like continue having no voice.
more quiet.=X

2008-12-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

It takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what I’m saying

It takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother
it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la it is so (and it’s so)

It takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la
it is so wonderful
it is so meaningful
it is so wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle
wonderful
meaningful
full circle

2008-12-08T22:05:00.001+08:00

everything didnt changed even after so long.

2008-12-06T01:26:00.004+08:00

stella hates to be sick.=(
though as in i've already recovered alot.
the slight sorethroat feeling is still dere.
partly bcos i was eating chocolate jux now. =X
cant resist the temptation by my mom.
haha.

SUPER TIRED FROM WORKING.
LOL!
too long nv work means no good.
worked at chartered for tues wed n thurs.
haha.
jux nice tues nite ken n shawn came my hse downstairs.
n we tok until wed morning!
cos ken's gg korea on wed nite.
which means i didnt slp b4 gg work on wed.
after a tiring day of tues at work.
so was totally ZZZ at work.
ANW.
me n sharon slept at work when raymond wasnt ard. =X
wahaha.
slept super early everyday.
and there's festive for tml n sun.=)
YAY!
MONEYYYY.
but its gona be HOT HOT HOT.
dexter said there's no wind! =(
there better have chairs else i'm so gona DIE.

OH!
after sat n sun's work.....
I'M GOING SAILING ON MON!!!
OMGGG!
ITS GONA BE SO EXCITING.
jema's back from aust!
i miss her!!
n our RPG gang.
AWWWWWW.
everyone's gg sailing.=)
sally,zhiyuan,jema,me,kristle,vann,vera,emily,adriene,nings.
I HOPE THERE'S HIGH TIDE, STRONG WINDS, LOTS OF BOATS.
N MAY DERE BE NO KOK UP ON MON.=))

haha.
at first sharon was trying to cyco me go work.
double pay on public hol.
which means 150bucks vs sailing.
was kinda "heart itchy"
HAHA.
but nowww...
sailing definately more more more impt den 150 bucks!
bcos it means seeing all the fellow sailors!=)
i miss dem sooo much.
all the kok we do during sailing.
N MR WORMYYY.
LOL!

some random pics of fun fun fun days.=)

haji lane at night.=)

we had thai express for siti's bdae celebration.=)
well, all of us are trying to show our biceps brachiiiii.

me,vann n siti camwhoring in the toilet again.
poor guys hafta wait outside.=X

then it was shawn's bdae.
n this is how we ate the cake.=X
jux dig our spoons into the cake!

left over cake for mr late comer kenn.
haha.
the cake look kinda not very ermm tasty in this state.
BUT ITS REALLI SUPER DELICIOUS.
SLURP!
chocolateyy with kitkat base.=)

the hong mei gui + the silver mei gui + the bdae boy in the middle.
LOL.

bread wrap wasabi + cake wif wasabi prepared for shawn.
everyone tot he wil like tear or watever.
bcos we put alot of wasabi siaaaa.
who noes he likes wasabi...
ZZZZZ.

all of us.=)

2008-12-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

i jux got my results.
informal results i should say.
DISTINCTION!
WOOO HOOO.
i'm utterly delighted sia.
haha.
though a slightly little bit of disappointment.
bcos i'm 1% to higher distinction.
got 89%.
all bcos of the farkin sella turcica.
HMPF.
but well.
i'm stil HAPPY!=)
2years of no using brain.
haha.
dr low sld b proud of his DIE LAH student.
wahahaha.=)

oh well.
nowadays.
many little things are making stella feel happy.=))
stella has many things to look forward to.
~~ESPECIALLY SAILING ON 8TH~~

2008-11-24T00:03:00.001+08:00

OMG.listening to dexter singing n playing i'm yours on guitar.
so this is his new learnt song.
HAHA!
CLAPS FOR AHCUI!
=B

2008-11-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

i'm waitin for dexter's new learn song!
HAHA.
he's bathing.
lalalalala.
oh he's a pork.
he cant play muse-time is running out.
he's a lousy pork.
dexter chua if u see this.
den u realli is a pork.

i'm so bored.
LOL.
baobao is a angry little baobao.
=X
not like baobao.
so not a angry little baobao.
mayb a very easily angry big baobao.

been working these few days.
TIRED.
TIRED.
TIRED.
kinda like so long time nv see the sun.
haha.
super boring at work bcos there r no freaking customers.
n its open space n its HOT.
but tok kok alot wif travis la.
=)

oh.susanna come my hse for overnite on fri.
=)
watch a french movie by audrey tautou.
He Loves Me...He Loves Me Not...
its super super nice.
totally meaningful.
i'm beginning to love cult movie.=)
i'm always abit more intelligent after sue's teaching lessons.
muahahaha.
ohwell.
we tok abt the past ~~AGAIN~~
i so wanna go back.

~~如果没有你没有过去我不会有伤心~~

2008-11-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

christmas is a lonely festival.

2008-11-18T02:00:00.002+08:00

stella is sad bcos she didnt get to see avenue q.
=(
but its okay.
stella's looking forward to sailing.
SAILING!
sailing always makes stella happy.=)

2008-11-17T16:41:00.004+08:00

yawns.
UBER TIRED!!
wake up like so early.=X
LOL!
was playing facebook challenges wif pork mun instead of studying.
OH NO.
shit.
TML EXAM.
ARGH.
i wish my brain was bigger.
mayb as big as hw.
HAHA!
cos today he got test n ytd he n shawn came to my void deck tok kok.
n he actually already noe all his tested stuff.
oh well.
we study different things.
n i bet my 2pid muscles n bones r more difficult to remember.
LOL.
OH.shawn ride bicycle in like 7mins to my hse.
HAHA.
CLAPS.
oh n i get to ride bicycle in the nite too.
though its scary cos its dark.
n got black black ppl ard.
HAHA.
=)
was having super headache from ytd til jux now.
dunno y after playing facebooks games like dun have already.
oh i better get onto studying.
wheeeeee.

ilovejaychou.=)
soemo.

你的回话凌乱着

在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯

~~我还爱你呢~~

~~而你断断续续唱着歌~~

~~假装没事了~~

~~时间过了走了~~

~~爱情面临选择~~

你冷了倦了 ~~我哭了~~

一开始的不快乐

你用卡片纸写着

有些爱只给到这

真的懂了

~~怎么了你累了~~

~~说好的幸福呢~~

我懂了不说了

爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着

你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不等了

说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了

放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

2008-11-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

i'm so screwed for exams.=(
heard this song.

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼

借这场大雨让自己逃走

荒茫公路无人的漂泊寂寞海啸把我卷走

~~用一段感情换一个朋友~~

~~每一句再见割一道伤口~~

躲在万劫不复的街头微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手就像咳一个嗽

我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口

等待天黑以后无边的寂寞

连想你都是种残酷切磋

我目送沿海的日落

紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头

~~游不出回忆却学不会放手~~

怎麼走

2008-11-14T20:27:00.002+08:00

i'm so bored at home.
i didnt went school.
haha.
studying the 2pid muscles of the forearm.
seriously.
WHY ARE THERE 6 MUSCLES IN THE THUMB.
WTF.
why do we have extensor n flexor muscles.
OMG.
its confusing me n i jux cant remember it right.
AND.
my head's seriously getting bigger.
gona b as big as ma cookie monster's face.
=|

2008-11-14T00:54:00.003+08:00

omg i'm eating maggie mee while watching my 2 bros play dota.
HAHA!
1st time i cook my own maggie meee in like soooo long time.
super hungry.
mee's kinda spicy.
SLURP.

stella needs someone who can appreciate her taste of music.
someone who can appreciate the things she enjoys doing.
someone who can appreciate the movies she loves to watch.
someone who can understand her love for photography.
someone who is interested in the stuff she studies.
someone who can understand her love for cookiemonsters.
someone who can understand her fark-up attitude.
someone who loves the sea jux like how she does.
someone who can understand her speed of walking.
someone who is interested in random things she's interested in.
someone who can make her laugh.
and the whole world wouldnt matter anymore.
and lastly, someone who can understand,tolerate,appreciate ALL HER FLAWS.
she's found a female species of the humanitarian homo sapiens.
=)

2008-11-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

jux came home from alvin's bdae celebration.
ATE ALOT!
omg.
steamboat.
eat eat eat.
OH.
weehiong drive us home again.
n this time.
david was like shouting from the car to different people on the street.
like: HELLO BANGALAH, GOING WORK AH, POOOOOOOOOOOO(like the honk sound)
IT WAS SUPER SUPER SUPER FUNNY.
had a great laugh.=)

2008-11-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

omg i'm having a super super super serious headache today sia.
dunno why.
it doesnt seems to go away after having chocolates.=(
so irritated.
i need some rest.

LOL.
went mac to study ytd wif ken,shawn n hw.
okay.
me n shawn went 4 macs jux to search for wireless network.
zzzzzzz!
mac suck.
LOL!
oh i think i was the onli 1 studyin while dey tok kok.
=)
oh n we went monfort to see see b4 going home.
HAHA.

oh i finished my bones,ligaments n starting on my muscles.
omg.18th's coming soon.=(

2008-11-10T03:43:00.005+08:00

stella is so farking pissed with her frens becos dey r so farking childish dey laughed at others.
stella's anger was cooling down until she bloody hell knew tat some farking bastard was bullying her fren in bunk after all the shit he'd caused to ruin her life n her fren's.
stella HATE the smirk on his farking face.
stella cant stand remembering every farking thing that he did.
and.
stella hopes he'd fall in love with someone she knows and stella's so gona make sure he kena farked up down left right like a dog.
stella swears he'd get back all his fark all at once.
oh well.
who cares.
slping time.=)
stella's so gona need to take a long break to cool down.
pack up her feelings, anger, temper, watever.
while she blast "rock and roll queen" on her mp3.
whooo hooo!

2008-11-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

i'm now blogging while listening to dex jam jam jam jam jam his guitar.
LOL!
super funny.
oh.
2pid dexter wans to leave long hair.
ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
think he eat too muchofa chill pill.
he's pork.
oh no i'm suppose study.=|

happy bdae to sally pally pom pella.
LOL!
oh well.
i doubt u'll see this.
haha.

2008-11-04T01:47:00.002+08:00

wahh today at work super tiring sia.
fark.
ytd play mahjong til morning wif dex,jian an n zm.
won like 13bucks?
haha!
but i treat dem eat prata for breakfast.
lalala.
n i cabbed home.
n dey all nv go work loh.
wth. ZZZZZZ.
n til now i haven slp.
even more WTH.
dexter say i champion.=)
i stil went to eat wif alvin,weehiong n some gal la @ punggol.
LOL!
dun rmb her name.
OMG the carrot cake is SUPERD!!!!
love it.
oh ya.
today working.
half time working.
got few hours is like packing forms from files into box.
with meiping.
carrying heavy boxes.
arranging the SUPER ALOT FORMS into dates.
=(
but at least i've got something to do.
oh yeah.
while folding the boxes.
kinda told her i once....
i made my own box.
learnt.
cut.
paste.
draw.
colour.
decorate......

sometimes i just dont know wats wrong.
n i wished the world stops bothering about me.

2008-10-31T15:52:00.001+08:00

Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
~~cause time has a habit of slipping away.~~

Out on a clear blue sky,
when lighting strikes on a sunny day,
just take me in and keep me from the rain,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

~~That I want you here tonight,~~
~~and I need you by my side,~~
~~for just one more moment,~~
for just one more moment,
with you

Turn away to say goodbye,
with each and every word that passes by,
like a distant memory,
and time keeps slipping away,
and time will turn to grey,
and time will be the one who holds you down,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,

And I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad,
Before you even know what's wrong,
and in the end it hits you hard,
please tell me you'll be strong.

2008-10-30T15:39:00.016+08:00

went to meet nings ytd!
haha.
loves her loadsss.=)
eh she wake me up at 11 but i woke ard 12. =X
hehe.was alittle late.
went to raffles city to eat mos burger.
ilovestrawberrybliss.=)

our reflection=)

dn we walked all the way to bugis.
actually wanted to go the mint musuem of toys.
but its like 15bucks.=|
so we camwhored all the way at the highest level of bugis shopping mall.
with her macbook n my camera.
LOL!
loads of photos r in her macbook la.=X
i so wan a macbook toooooooo!

we on macbook!
this's nings fav effect.haha.

oh my fav effect.
the pop art.=)
i jux love the colour combinations.

oh no!
she's crushing me.
she said she's happy bcos she's taller den me.
HMPF.
1st time i feel ~~SO SMALL.~~

and now its my turn.
WAHAHAHAHAHA
*evil smiles*

the view from the highest level of bugis.
n i bluff nings tats the tallest building of singapore in the photos.
she believed. =X
haha.

after camwhoring for like half an hour?
LOL!
we walked to busorrah street in search of another children toy museum.
n at last.
after much sweating and finding.
haha.
we found the place.
its super nice can!
i love vintage stuffs.=))
these toys makes me nostalgic.

there's this old school scooter outside the shop.

look!
its kinda the same as the one i took in taipei.
wheeeeeee.

mr robot stands tall to welcome us.=0)

here are all the photos i took inside.=)

oh n i bought the balloon blowing thingy tat we used to play when we're small.=)
n i was blowing it at home!
HAHA!
so lame.

and we went to a super relaxing looking cafe.
there were like cushions n everything.
looks like we're on a holiday.
ordered 2 cups of ice lemon tea.
we jux sat dere, drink, camwhore, chit-chat.
super dun feel like leaving.
n totally feel like sleeping.
haha!
but when we went to pay....
the 2 cups of drink cost like 9 bucks.
ZZZZZZZZ.=|
so cheap huh.=X

2008-10-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

pf send me this song.
super sad.
imissyoualittlemore.=(

下雨天了怎么办我好想你

不敢打给你我找不到原因

什么失眠的声音

变得好熟悉

沉默的场景做你的代替

陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷

谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大

天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫

谁和我一样

等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜

怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大

天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些

彻别接近还能多一些

别说你会难过

别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

2008-10-28T17:12:00.007+08:00

安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里

梦想中属于我们的婚礼

却成了单人结婚进行曲

在这场爱情角力的拔河里

爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己

Woo~

撒娇的可爱的女人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多

就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱

让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空

你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多

却不能给我什么

分不清激情

承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口

我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后的药

是因为我太爱你

WO~

撒娇的可爱的女人的爱哭的

照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的

如今我还在原地

你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多

就快要把你淹没

你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落

分开是一种解脱

让你好好的想过

我想要的那片天空

你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多

却不能给我什么

分不清激情

承诺永恒或迷惑

爱情是一道伤口

我们各自苦痛

沉默是我最后的药

是因为我太爱你

WO~

2008-10-24T01:47:00.001+08:00

2pid dexter.=)

2008-10-23T01:47:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling so emo nowadays sia.
every emo song can make me sad abit.
HAHA.
only cookie monsters can make me laugh.=)
i'm having serious mood swings.
i bet u wun wanna come near.=)
SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

2008-10-22T23:18:00.003+08:00

your bday's coming.
omg.
cant forget how i rush thru sleepless nights doing ur present.
=(

super addicted to secondhandserenade.
i love this song.=)
secondhandserenade:stayclose,dontgo.

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty or I've ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that
And you will see,

I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to
Sweep you off to your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.

But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is pumpin', oh,
It's putting up the fight,
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright,
And don't you see,
~~I'm not the only one for you~~
~~But you're the only one for me.~~

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,

(Stay) If you leave me tonight,
(Close) I'll wake up alone,
(Don't) don't tell me I will
(Go) make it on my own,
(Stay) don't leave me tonight,
(Close) this heart of stone
(Don't) will sing till it dies
(Go) if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

2008-10-19T18:58:00.002+08:00

feeling down.=(

oh ytd went kbox wif baobao n frens.
shouted like zzz for quite some songs wif baobao.
LOL.

2008-10-16T23:13:00.008+08:00

super sian.
i'm attitude-ing.
=X
lols.
so tired of everything.=(
though m slightly =) by the end of the day.
omg i missed u.=(
shoooooo,

okay.
posting abt wat i did last tues.
LOL!
went to eat wif my classmates at qiji.
nice nasi lamak sia!
=))
n i suan jon sayin he's boring.
HMPF.
who ask him say me 1st.
RAWWWWWWWWWWW!
LOL.=)
haha.
i'm enjoying sch.
serious.
looking forward to meet my crazy classmates.
n ANATOMY.
photo's time.=0)

me & van wif mr skeleton huh.
we're studying. REALLY. =X

omg.
BIG PIE.
small peeps.
=O

they all act act sia.

all of us.
jeremy,me,van,jon,siti,zul,tiffany.
wah zul super happy ah.
in between 2 gals!
=X

haha.
our group photo without jon.
eh he from other group 1 loh.
come sit bside me jux bcos he wans my white chocolate toberone.
=0)
pig!

oh yeah.
after qiji,
head towards the airport to meet the rest who're fetchin ken from airport.
WAITED SUPER LONG.
flight's delayed.
oh we went the kopitiam to eat.
know how much my fishball soup cost?
4bucks with 8 fishballs.
DAMNIT.
but we enjoyed our colouring session at ard 5am?
haha!
found papers & crayons on our way home.
n all of us start to release our artistic colouring talents.

look!
all of them are colouring hard ah.
except ken pose-ing.
LOL.

okay lar.
kenneth's also super serious in his super artistic masterpiece.
which is so different from ours.
wahh must be got go for colouring classes.

all our master pieces.
i think we damn waste paper.
bcos there's like gg 20 pieces n i brought all of dem home.
=|

our group photos.=)
spot hongwei in the 3rd photo!
HAHA!
anw the photos are too far.
dun think can see sia.=|

2008-10-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

2008-10-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

oh no.
work's starting.
damnit.
freaking tired la.
cant imagine i hafta wake up early in the morning again.
=(

went to watch eagle eye wif kenneth,shawn n hw on tues nite.
after sch.
@ downtown east.
omg the show quite retarded huh.
LOL.=X
n the theatre was freaking hot n stuffy according to ken n shawn.
haha.
den we tok outside E-hub for like an hr +?
deciding where to go.
haha.
in the end come my hse downstairs
wanna eat bahchokmee (spellin's wrong huh)
n it wasnt open.
WHOOPS
sway huh.
oh they jux make do n eat meee all these.
n den we tok kok until 6am.
WHEEEEE.
n i go home,
cant slp.
n den it was 7am.
n i woke up n went work.
omg.
at chartered i totally can write until i fall slp.
dunno wat i writing sia the whole day.
WTH.
n travis kept seeing me fall aslp.
haha!
oh n when i went home i had a fever.
sian!
ate med.
slept the whole thurs away.
n today went work again.
=(
i hate working sia.
must wake up early.
super used to slping til evening den wake up.
SIAN!
tml working.
sun-thurs all working.
damnit.
haha!
=X

omg my classmates at sch are realli funny la.
=))
went to eat long john silver today after class wif dem.
n i think we're the noisiest in class.
WHOOPS =X
guess i'm gonna enjoy sch huh.=D

2008-10-07T03:17:00.002+08:00

oh no.
my fatty climbed out from his cage n he ran away!?!?!?!
leaving skinny alone.
='(
i'm feeling sad.
HMPFFF.
i miss it when i open their cage n put my hand down.
n both of them wil hug onto my finger.
n now when i open the cage there's like onli 1 hamster left.
ohno...
fatty.
faster come out of ur hiding place soon.
=|

2008-09-29T15:09:00.014+08:00

Day 2 of taipei.
okay.i think we or I,
"LAI CHUANG" til like 11+?

ER.i think pratically most of the days we lai chuang.
n we only ate the hotel breakfast for 2 days.
OPPS.
LOL!
okay.
i'm freaking lazy to upload all the photos here n blog abt taipei.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
if u wanna noe abt my taipei trip or look at the photos jux ask me.LOL!
i can like blahblahblahblahblah tell u guys all.
LOL.
haha.jux gona post some super nice photos here.
n squeeze all the taipei info in.
LOL.
=P

me & piggy sweet!i ate it like ytd?LOL!

oh i love "bingtanghulu". i ate like 2 at shilin.=)
its super fattening cos dere's a super sweet coating over the strawberrys.
but i stil think its fab.

look at taipei's houses.LOL!
oh i upload tis,
cos its labelled as an artistic photo taken by me, by kenneth.

me n baobao on our way to taipei zoo!
look how happy we are.=D

our taipei zoo tix.

oh.we ate ah zhong mian xian.super nice.
baobao ate 3 times.i ate twice.=)
arent she cute here.LOL!

my railway train tix to rueifang.=)

the senery from jiufen is freaking nice.=)

oh i love this window display.
super vintage-ly nice.=)
esp the gramophone.

3 different views of the danshui lover's bridge.
the 2nd one is left this way cos it looks nicer than being uprite.LOL.
oh its all labelled as quite artistic by susanna.LOL.YAYYYY!

my cute little shitty ice cream on the toilet bowl @ the modern toilet restaurant.=)

look at the miramar ferris wheel.
i think its beautiful.
the lights on the rails makes the ferris wheel look super outstanding.
n i think its nicer than the singapore flyer.
WHOOPS!

oh my.i always wanted a merry-go-round when i was young.=|

our ferris wheel tix.=)

we're on the ferris wheel.
look at our miss swan smile.=B

oh on the last day of taipei.
we were camwhoring in front of the mirror til we check out of the hotel.
n tis is the sweetest photo we've got.=)

2008-09-28T15:49:00.011+08:00

Day 1 of Taipei.20 sept.=)

went to the airport ard 11+am.
kenneth,hw n jayme's bf came to send us off.LOL.
checked in.
ate ajisan for lunch.
n we were farking late to go in.
the airplane was like gg to fly off in like a few mins.
n we ran all the way sia.
LOL.
i sat by the window.
our seats:

n i could see the airplane take its flight.
super scary sia.
i nearly heart attack.
LOL.
n when we were flying,
i took photos of the beautiful clouds and us.=)

and after like 4hrs n 25 mins.
we arrived at ard 5+ 6pm.
n we were super excited!

haha.
den we took the freego bus to our hotel.
freego in chinese is "FEI GOU".
super funny can. =D

our feigou tix.

n when we arrive at our hotel,
was already like 8pm.
oh the sky at taipei dark super fast.
like 6 jiu super dark le.=(
oh we stayed at rainbow hotel.
which is st8 at ximenting.

so we shop ard ximenting the whole nite.
n these are the "you de mei de" tat we bought.
LOL.

i bought a specs.=)
n we took turns to canwhored with the specs.=)

2008-09-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

i'm back from taipei!
WOOTTSSS!!!=)
sch orientation lata.=|
ZZZ.

2008-09-20T04:20:00.016+08:00

omg.
at last i'm blogging.
haha.
com crashed the last 2 weeks.
+ super busy.
okay here's my super freaking long post.
b4 i'm gone for 6D5N.
NOW IS 4.20am!
omg.
at 10.30 i'll b cabbing over to kenneth's hse to pick him n hw.
and den to baobao's hse n den to changi airport.
flight's at 1pm.
I'M GOING TAIPEI.
though i'm not exact TAT freaking excited.=|
haha.
bcos ytd was a shitty day.=(
okay.
shall start from last week.

11th sept.
went shopping wif pf to get susanna's present.=)
she will love it.=)
i got my coach wrislet.
WOOT.
i'm a happy gal that day.
n we camwhored in the toilet.
LOL!

here's my coach wrislet.=)

after shopping we walked over to ps to eat ice monster.
YUMMY.
the durian n mango is fab.
and off pf went while i walked to cathay to meet kenneth n hw for movie.
watch forgetting sarah marshall.
its freaking funny n super r-ated.=|
ZZZ.
after movie we went selegie to eat taohuay.
was super full so i gave hw my taohuay.
haha.
n off we went to serangoon to eat again.
bcos hw was stil hungry.
haha!
ate near my hse.
some famous hokkien prawn noodle store.
but in the end.
while i was at the toilet.
guess how much the 2 guys ordered.=|
stringray.medium hokkien mee.vegetables.
i nearly fainted when i came out.
me n kenneth was suppose to be super full.
so left with hw eating nia.
but in the end all 3 of us ate.
food was ALOT.
haha!
n we walked home.

12th sept.
meet susanna in the afternoon.
went to make passport.
oh my passport look retard.
but the number was nice.=|
den we went shoppin in town.
bought nth practically.
LOL.
and off i went to kenneth's boonkeng condo.
so there's me.kenneth.hw.baobao n bf.
watch some lame show.
which i dun even rmb the show name sia.
watch until i nearly fall aslp.
haha!
think in the middle too boring.
hw n kenneth went to buy food.
LOL.
n we ate mac at the end of the show.
okay.then we lame and played cards til 6am.
home.sleep.

13th sept.
accompany susanna to haji lane to look for her dress for my bro's wedding.
didnt buy any dress in the end.
instead we bought lame stuffs.
okay i can onli remember susanna buying a pencil from makisquarepatch.
n i bought a one-eye monster key chain which cost 14bucks.
oh yeah.
we went manicure.
french.
its like 14 bucks onli.
haha!

14th sept.
=))
wake up super early to follow my brother to fetch the bride.
n dere was like 7 cars in a row.
like super "long zhong".
saw how the sisters' tekan the brothers' for wat seems like hours.
freaking funny la.
haha!
n off we went home.
for the tea ceremony.
alot of ppl wedding on this day sia.
okay.
i freaking tired sia.
by 1pm i was out of my dress n lying on my bed slping.
HAHA!
wake at 3.30.
n the make-up artist was at my hse.
i had fake lashes on.=)
and off we went to the dinner.
blahblahblahblahblah.
n my fake lashes was gg to come off towards the end of the dinner.
super ZZZ.
pf n susanna stayed over at my hse after the dinner.
n we camwhored.
watched 3iron.
me n pf was totally like dead ard the quite endin.
haha!
cos the movie had no dialogue sia.=|
pf went off ard 12noon n me n susanna slp til 8pm.
OMG SIA.
went downstairs to buy food n we continued watching movie n toking.
n she stayed over another nite.
til tues.
OKAY.
i was a super super happy gal tat day.
see our photos.=))

look how much i love cookie monster.

after susanna left on tues.
i continued slping like a pig.
haha.
went nebo at nite wif baobao.kenneth.shawn.hongwei.
the food sucks.
haha.
n on wed we went sentosa.
6 of us including baobao's bf.
had fun.
though i guess we went in the evening when the sun already gonna down.
played volleyball.
soccer.
n soak in the dirty+smelly water.
EEEEEUUUUUU.
the water totally black sia.
n smell like shit.
think its low tide.
soak til 8pm n dere's onli us in the water.
creeppyy.
went to emax for a boardgame session after eating subway at vivo.
haha!
played the game of life.
okay it did get boring after time.
haha.
kinda lame game.
n we not realli sure how to play too.
LOL!
oh ya.
the counter guy's attitude suck.=X

18th sept.
went to watch mama mia with pf n susanna.
omg its super nice!
the music.
the show.
=)
n we went kbox at amk after the movie.
susanna's 1st time steppin into kbox sia.
magical moment.
oh i sang awhile n i started getting mad.
n i anyhow shouted in the room.
shout n sing n blast the whole room.
HAHA.
guess i was kinda tired n bored.
like nth to do.
so i went crazy.
n i camwhored myself.=X
the photos:

okay.
so ytd was a shitty day.
bcos.
i accompanied jayme to her sch near outram.
waited for her to take her eng test.
went to raffles place after her test.
intended to change money dere.
but all the money changer were closed.=|
okay.
so she wanted to watch the 7pm show.
n i told her tat there's tv at raffles.
but we walk all ard n we cant find any food court or anything with tv.
damnit.
haha.
n we walked all the way to clarke quay.
stil no tv.
n we gave up.
took NEL to farrer park.
intended to go mustafa to change money.
damnit mustafa didnt have any posb atm machine.
went to eat dinner at some indian shop.
n i drank a sprite n ate a small pack of fries.
pissed til dont feel like eating sia.
walked ard finding for posb atm.
but we cant.
n ppl keep bluffing us saying infront infront.
blahblahblah.
guess wat.
we walk all the way to bugis to withdraw money.
i didnt noe why.
but we didnt even noe our way.
n we walk n walk n walk.
n we were at bugis.
so we intend to try our luck to change money at bugis.
didnt noe if it was stil open.
so when we saw the money charger stil open.
we were like freaking happy.
n we ran to the money charger.
but farkin money changers at bugis don't have taiwan currencies.
WTH.
we can be this sway sia.
really.
so we went back to mustafa to change money.
this time we took a cab back.
n it bloody cost less den 4bucks.
sld have taken a cab from the 1st place.=(
so = shitty day.
YAWNS.
tats all folks.=)

2008-09-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

jux finish tokin to baobao and dexter jux now.
different timings though.=|
here r the photos for the chalet.=)

everyone's slacking ard.=|

mary and her daughter's bdae cake.

dun dey look like the koala bears on the cake.=X

say cheese to the 2 base

zm n terence gona be the base of the human stacko!

poor them.=(

jian an is always on top!lucky him.=)

zm's hand was always showin this from the start.HAHA!

poor zm.2nd round stil at the bottom.=(

2nd round's base:darren.christopher.edison.

look at raymond preparing to jump.WOOT!

weijia won this round.wheeeee!look at his happy face!

3rd round.LOOK.alvin stopin darren from jumping.

see jian an jump like a polar bear!=|

nice bike huh!its zack's.=)

2008-09-09T19:16:00.005+08:00

jux woke up.
from the itchness of the mosqito bites of chalet.
zzzz.
back from chalet in the morning abt 11am.
bath n slept til now.
com's mad.
transfering all my pictures n music to my memory card now.
HAIS.=|
brother's back from china.
bought stuff for me.=)
saw their wedding photos.
but i wasnt in a good mood in the morning.
attitude him.=|
so me.
haha.
all of dem went out to eat dinner.
+take my gown.
i'm alone at home wif no food.
=|
feel so sian didnt wanna tok at all.
so sian of everything.
super tired.
2 nites of no slp.
2 nites of mosqito bites.
damnit.
so wanna hide under my duvet.
haha.

sat nite.
went to meet hongwei ard 12am.
which can count as sun morning le.
LOL.
tok to him for 1++hrs.
cos kenneth came at ard 2am.
LOL.
was suppose to meet for durian.
but raining heavily and too late so dey suggested chomp chomp.
so when kenneth came it was too late and all the stalls already close.
jux nice.
LOL.
so we went to eat prata.
omg the prata food suck.
=|
serious.
so after prata we went to sit outside coffeebean.
okay.
there were lots of lizards dere.
AND I SAW RATS RUNNING ABOUT.
damnit.
scare the hell out of me sia.
and kenneth showed us his magic show.
LOL!
was supper fascinating sia.
realli.
some were small tricks and i exposed some of dem.
haha!
okay the most fascinating one is:
i took a card.
it was diamond Ace.
wrote it on a paper.
he burnt it.
and when he used the ashes to rub lightly on his arm.
an Ace and A diamond appeared.
omg.
i nearly wanted to die dere.
haha!
so shen qi.=)
also.
he always seem to guess my card correctly no matter wat card i chose.
HMPF.
haha.
dere're more.
but i'm not gonna describe all here.=|
ask me about dem and i'll tell u the rest.
LOL!
okay.
so we tok dere until 6+?
and when we were gg to take cab home.
we took a spoon from the prata shop.
and kenneth did another magic trick in the cab.
dunno how he did it.
but he bent the spoon.
LIKE TOTALLY BENT.
n i tried to bent it back but i cant.
zzz.
and when he place in on my hand it was st8 again.
i asked him to keep doin it a few times.
until i was convinced he did it.
LOL.
slept ard 7am.
when the sun was out.
and art 2+ 3pm
susanna came my hse to print some stuffs.
and off i went to chalet.
cab to susanna hse drop her off.
den to dex hse.
and den to aloha loyang.
kena scolded by the taxi driver cos didnt tell him tat i was gg to aloha loyang.
zZZZ.
lame shit.
okay.
and den we were at mary's chalet.
sit dere n do nth n tok kok wif dex for the whole while.
zzz.
den at nite baobao called.
chatted for an hour like tat.
nth to do at the bbq.
after tat the guys played human stacko.
shall upload the photos later.
HAHA!
super funny.
i pity chiristopher.zm.edison.
3 skinny guys.
den off we went to play mahjong until monday afternoon 12pm.
ZZZZZZ.
lost ard 40bucks.
2pid jian an keep forcing us to play mahjong.
smack him sia.
den we went to slp n i slept til 7pm
the rest went to cycle and play sand.
haha!=|
so when i woke up it was bbq time
=))
ate alot sia.
i love the satay.crabmeat.taiwan sausage.=)
AND den we played with whipped cream.
guys vs gals.
LOL!
omg christopher jux took the whipped cream backstabbed me.
n rub over my face sia.
haha!
i did the same back to him too.
it was fun.=)
SUPER.
and after whipped-cream-ing,
me yanxing yongjia christopher n jian an went to swim.
okie i flew out of the bicycle when i brake cos it was too slippery.
=|
LOL.
jian an went awhile nia.
after tat was the 4 of us.
we played slide.
4 tgt went into the water.
HAHA!
was super fun sia.
and we were playing freeze in the water.
when some old guy came n shout OI!
scare us so the 4 of us came out of the water.
think we were making lots of noise.
haha!
oh.christopher showed me something super funny la.
i hold his towel.
and he ride the bicycle and drove into the water with the bicycle.
i laugh like fark sia.
den we went back to the chalet to bath.
yongjia went home.
so left me n yanxing sharing the room.
the 2 of us played the sims 2 until abit sian.
so we watched her anime-fruitbasket.=)
it was nice.
n tok abt the story.
wat shows we like to watch.
and i intro-ed her miss swan which me n dex r crazy abt.
LOL.
n i made a fren.=)
haha.
so she watch until fall aslp and i watch until 6am in the morning.
super tired.
LOTS OF MOSQITO BITES.
slp awhile n we booked out ard 10+.
and when i was cabbing home.
i tot i left my keys in the chalet.
so i asked the cab to u-turn back to the chalet.
den me n jac went in to find.
but there's nth.
who noes i left my keys at home.
didnt even bring out in the 1st place.
=(
tat explains my "not in a good mood".
haha.

hais.
was thinking back on my life before now.
from years ago til now.
i cant help forgetting abt all the happiness i felt.
bcos they always end with an unhappy and unforgettable ending.
so sick and tired of everything.

2008-09-06T14:48:00.002+08:00

oh crap.
me n susanna cant wake up to go collect passport.
damnit.
i woke up at 10.
n she's stil slpin when i called her.
LOL.
decided to go mayb on tues or wed.
=|

to some idiot.
its freaking irritating to noe wat u think.
or to even go think wat u're thinking.
from the start it was u tangling up wif him.
and u always accuse it was my farking problem wif him.
and u always think wat u think is right.
isnt it.
i havent got over him?
wat rubbish.
is he realli tat impt to me in ur eyes?
i freaking think it was u who cant get over him.
and if u realli wanna go start over wif him
u can.
its ur problem rite?
dun say until its bcos of me so u're not doing it.
damnit.
i dun give a damn.
anw everything's not gonna b the same anymore rite.
between us?
it seriously isnt going to be the same.
the feeling isnt the same anymore.
tats it.
we can stil act as if nth happen.
but deep down.
u noe it urself it isnt gg to be the same anymore.
and now.
its either u're insensitive?
or u're farking too sensitive.
and ur too sensitive never fails to piss me off.